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But before he reached his home his resolution failed, and his heart
sunk within him. What if Margaret were silent and preoccupied? what
if the occasional gloom upon her face became more and more permanent?
Had not her life been full of sorrow? and was it wonderful that the
remembrance of it from time to time came over her? She had fearlessly
confided her whole story to him; she had given him time to reflect
on it before committing himself to her; and would it be generous,
would it be even just, to call her to account now for freaks of
behaviour engendered doubtless in the memory of that bygone time?
After all, what was the accusation against her? None. Had there been
the smallest trace of levity in her conduct, how many eyebrows were
there ready to be lifted--how many shoulders waiting to be shrugged!
But there was nothing of the kind; all that could be said about her
was that,--all that could be said about her--now he thought it over,
nothing was said about her; all that was hinted was that her manner
was cold and impassable; that she took no interest in what was going
on around her, and that therefore there must be something wrong.
There is always something to be complained of. If her manner had been
light and easy, they would have called her a flirt, and pitied him
for having married a woman so utterly ill-suited to his staid habits.
He knew so little of her when he married her, that he ran every kind
of risk as to what she might really prove to be; and on reflection
he thought he had been exceedingly lucky. She might have been giddy,
vulgar, loud, presuming, extravagant; whereas she was simply reserved
and undemonstrative,--nothing more. He had been a fool in thinking
of her as he had done during the last few weeks; he had,--without
her intending it doubtless, for she was an excellent woman,--he had
taken his tone in this matter from his mother, with whom Margaret was
evidently no favourite, and--there, never mind--it was at an end now.
She was his own darling wife, his lovely companion, merely to sit and
look at whom was rapturous delight to a man of his keen appreciation of
the beauty of form and colour; and as to her coldness and reserve, it
was but a temporary mannerism, which would soon pass away.
So argued Geoffrey Ludlow with himself,--brave, honest, simple old
Geoff, with the heart of a man, and the guilelessness of a child.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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