British -- China -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Fantasy fiction
“May we this once invite you to contribute to the debate, Ambrose?”
asked the chairman, folding his plump, capable hands and looking down
at his papers.
Ambrose replied that as regards both the girls he could vouch that
their instincts were infallible for whatever was in accordance with
Nature, complex as the reactions of one of them might be and tortuous
in working to a conclusion. As regards what might prove to be in
accordance with Nature, it was inadvisable to dogmatize.
“Very well, then,” said Lord Sombrewater, shooting him a glance. “There
is a majority for remaining. And in deciding, myself, to remain, let
me say that I accept certain risks, as I may call them. All my life I
have taken risks, when I felt within myself a certain compulsion, which
was itself, perhaps, born of a hidden knowledge of what the result
was bound to be. I have never been wrong. I may be wrong, possibly,
this time. But do not the indications all point one way, and are we
not really compelled to see this adventure out? We are a band of men
who have come together because of a common interest. Business, yes—but
as well as that we are seeking something in life. Like all Europeans,
we are seekers after something vaguely defined. We find ourselves,
suddenly, unexpectedly, in a more than merely other-than-European
world. It is a world that so nearly resembles our own world that the
subtle differences are the more surprising. It is our world in a
slightly distorted mirror. Already some one or two of us find ourselves
uncomfortable. There is something in the environment that is not
agreeable to our conceptions of what ought to be, or indeed of what
is. But I am convinced, with Quentin, that we must not desert this
opportunity of experience, be the results what they may, until we have
searched it to its last end. We must go on. I propose it.”
Ambrose wondered how far Lord Sombrewater, or any of them, would go.
Lychnis, he fancied, would outstrip them in searching an experience to
the bottom.
There being a majority, the chairman’s proposal was adopted, and the
meeting broke up. Lord Sombrewater took Ambrose by the arm and walked
with him to the red mooring-raft among the reeds of the Lake. “A
somewhat obscure speech of yours, Ambrose,” he said. “I feel you know
my daughter better than I do, and better than any other man ever will.
I am her father, and my feelings are strong. One day, no doubt, she
will have a lover, and his feelings will presumably be strong too.” (He
seemed to think it unnecessary, though, that she should have a lover.)
“But you are detached, and the more observant. What were you getting
at? To what sort of eventuality did you refer?”
“I have not gone so far in my mind as to formulate an eventuality,”
Ambrose replied.
“You are an old pike,” said Sombrewater. “You never bite and you will
never be caught.”
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