Restless with the thought of the other’s forlorn neighbourhood, suddenly
feeling that it is impossible to lay down her own tired limbs until they
have carried her over the way to the mournful house darkening on the
hillside above her, Susan rises, and, pulling aside the window-curtain,
looks out--since the Rectory does not belong to the solid-shuttered
breed of its eighteenth-century neighbour--on the night. It is such as
the afternoon had promised--still, black, and murk; the little absurd
finger-nail-paring of a moon wholly vanished behind the opaque vapours.
“I could find my way blindfold!” is the undeterred looker’s thought; and
so goes out into the hall, snatches a bowler hat and an Inverness cape
from the stand, and, unbarring the hall-door, starts back with a sudden
shiver of alarm; for, before her, stands a tall dark figure, with a
lantern in its hand.
“I was just making up my mind to ring!” says the voice of Lavinia.
“What! Were you going out? Were you coming to me?”
“Great wits jump!” answers Susan, with a tremulous laugh, “Come in! come
in!” and so pulls the girl over the threshold by her cold gloveless
fingers, and into the glowing warmth.
“I must not forget my lantern! I do not know what I should have done
without it! I could not see an inch before my face!”
“It is a pitchy night!”
Each utters her _banalité_ mechanically--the elder in a strange moved
shyness; the younger taking hungry possession, with her drawn eyes, of
each familiar object.
“I had just been reproaching myself for not having hung up a stocking
for you!” Susan says, with another nervous laugh.
“What would you have put into it?”
They are standing opposite each other on the hearthrug, Lavinia’s hand
still lying in Mrs. Darcy’s clasp. Is it possible, the latter asks
herself, in astonished self-chiding, that this stupid new shyness has
mastered her so far as to make her wonder how soon it would be proper to
release it? Lavinia herself solves the problem. Gently disengaging her
fingers, she throws back the hood of her cloak, and, for a heart-beat
or two, they take silent stock of each other. The long thick wrap
conceals the girl’s figure, but face and hands betray that Miss Carew
has dwindled to half her size. Yet did ever saner eyes look out from
under level brows? Whatever else has happened, Mrs. Prince’s lugubrious
prognostic is not fulfilled. Lavinia Carew’s reason has _not_ given way.
“You have grown very thin!”
“Do not you remember that Rupert always used to laugh at me for my dread
of getting fat?” Then, seeing the startled half-frightened look in her
friend’s face, “You wonder that I am able to mention him? Well, I have
had good practice; for five months we have never talked of anything
else! No!”--correcting herself--“I am wrong. Sometimes we have talked of
Bill, but never, _never_, NEVER of anything else!”
“For _five_ months?”
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