“Whom else have we got to be good to but our little Mosquito?” he asks,
using the perfectly inappropriate pet-name which has always indicated
the high-water mark of his favour. “And now that we have her safe for
life--I have sometimes had my misgivings as to our doing that--we must
do what we can for her; yes, we must do what we can for her!”
There is always something oppressive in the lightness of the habitually
heavy, in the jollity of the habitually morose; and Sir George’s elation
sits like lead upon his niece’s heart. She reproaches herself bitterly
for it. Has not her whole life’s aim been to make him happy? And now
that by his manner he is showing a cheerfulness higher than he had ever
enjoyed even before the news of Bill’s death reached him, by what odious
perversity are her own spirits dropping down to zero? Her one
consolation is that he departs complacently, without the dimmest
suspicion of her mental attitude. With Rupert--Rupert, who knows her
like the palm of his own hand--her task will be incalculably harder. It
has to be undertaken almost immediately; for her betrothed at once takes
his father’s place.
“Has he told you?” asks the young man, coming up to her, as she stands
slowly pulling off her gloves by the needless drawing-room fire. “Isn’t
it splendid of him? He would have stripped himself even more entirely if
I had let him--to the bone, in fact.”
The speaker’s eyes, sometimes gently cynical, are alive and shining with
recent emotion, gratitude, and pleasure. In them she also reads the
desire for an embrace. Why she does not meet it with the not
particularly reluctant acquiescence that is usual to her, she could not
tell you, if you had asked her. With tactful self-denial, Rupert at once
resigns his pretensions to a congratulatory kiss.
“He called me ‘my boy’ over and over again!” he says, with a
gratification none the less intense for being quiet. “You know that I
always feel as if I could die a hundred deaths for him, when he calls me
‘my boy.’”
“You are a ‘Boy’ and I am a ‘Mosquito’!” replies she, with what she
feels to be a hateful dry laugh. Hitherto one of the qualities she has
most admired in her cousin has been the gentle forgivingness and
self-restraint which has characterized his attitude towards his
father--the filial piety, which has survived so many buffets. Now she
tells herself that the sentiment which makes his voice quiver is
hysterical, and that a man’s tears should not be so near his eyes. No
one but Rupert, however--and she trusts that not even he--would read
these harsh comments between the lines of the hastily candid “Yes, I
know you would,” with which she supplements her first utterance.
Does his changing the subject mean that he comprehends? Impossible! Yet
he does change it.
“Rather an unlucky thing has happened,” he says, in a voice that has
altered, like his theme. “You have heard me mention Dubary Jones?”
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