Life possible!--it is a hooded anonymous thing, that she dare not
interrogate. In its presence her thoughts draw in their antennæ, like a
sea-creature’s suddenly touched. She starts away from the little
woodland garden, and walks hurriedly on, down a rough cart-track, rutty
and caked with the winter’s dried mud. Foolish extravagant analogies and
comparisons dart through her brain--not only dart, but tarry and pitch
tents there. Her life has been like this parched wintry road--a dull
track for heavy-wheeled days to grind and plough along; now it has
turned suddenly into a blossoming brake. Her eyes lift themselves in a
frightened rapture to where the descending sun’s beams thread with
evening light the lovely thin green of the birches, exquisitely breaking
and shaming the tardier chestnuts.
“It is the spring!” she says to herself. “It has always made me feel
drunk!”
But the long vista of branches, all brownly, redly, greenly bursting,
with opulent variety of ideas, ahead of her, tells her that she lies.
* * * * *
Sir George is on the look out for her when she reaches home, and the
sight of his familiar figure, coupled with a remorseful fear of having
been wanted and not been within reach--an almost unparalleled occurrence
in her history--pulls her down to fact and earth again, without a
moment’s delay. Yet a single glance at her uncle’s face tells her that,
despite her truancy, she finds him in the best possible of humours.
“And where have you been gadding, miss?” he asks, in a tone that reveals
the highest complacency of which one so habitually gloomy is capable.
“I thought you were busy with Mr. Ingram,” she answers, involuntarily
shirking the question.
“And so we have been,” returns he, his sombre face breaking into a
smile; “both Rupert and I! And very glad you ought to be that we have.”
“Ought I?”
“I was determined that you should have no excuse for wishing to hurry me
off,” continues Sir George, with rather acrid pleasantry, that has yet
every intention of being agreeable. “After all, what do I want?--a crust
and a glass of Marsala, an armchair and a pipe. So I have made over the
whole of his mother’s money to Rupert, and he has settled every penny of
it on you and your children.”
For a moment or two Lavinia is quite silent. Possibly surprise at her
uncle’s flight of imagination in the matter of the exiguity of his own
needs; possibly also choking gratitude; and possibly, again, the sudden
confrontation with the younger children, whom she had thought to have
buried in the wood, keep her dumb.
“You are very good to me,” she answers at last, in a tone which sounds
to herself the _ne plus ultra_ of thankless flatness; but in which her
hearer happily recognizes only an acknowledgment, faltering from the
excess of its obligation.
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