Girls -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Gossip -- Juvenile fiction
"But hard work doesn't seem so hard for those one loves," she said.
"I have always loved Walter dearly—almost as a mother loves, I think.
He is more like my child than my brother."
"And he is so fond of you," I said.
"Yes,—I suppose so," she said slowly. "I am not sure that I look much
for the return love. It is enough for me to be needful to him.
Still,—yes, he is fond of me."
"I am sure he is! He was dreadfully unhappy about you when you were
ill," I said.
She smiled, and said— "Poor Walter! always up and down."
"I think it would have broken his heart if you had not got better,"
I said.
"O no!" and a curious look came into her face. "No fear of that.
I love my Walter dearly—more dearly than you can tell. I love him
as one loves only where one has brought up and sheltered and toiled
for another through years. But love does not blind me to his faults.
Perhaps I see them the more clearly just because my love is so
strong."
I wondered what she meant; and feeling her eyes upon me, my colour
went up.
"He has his faults," she said, "and his weaknesses. Don't you think
so, Kitty?"
"Yes, of course. Everybody has faults," I answered. "I shouldn't
think he has so many as some people."
"Quite as many." And Miss Russell sighed. "It was a difficult thing
for me," says she, "very difficult, left alone with him,
and I—his sister—only a girl. To be sure, I was many years older;
still, I did find it hard to control him properly. I am afraid
I didn't. I let him have too much of his own way,—a great deal too
much. One sees the ill effects now: he can't understand being denied
anything. Yes, that is true, though he is a man, and a clever man,
and good at managing boys,—at least, pretty good. He can never
understand being opposed. It's a bad look-out for his future wife,
whoever she may be. I little thought, when I spoilt the boy, that I
was so cruel to other people as well as to him."
I kept silence, sure that Miss Russell must be wrong. It was strange
that she should judge her brother harshly—she, of all people,
so gentle as she seemed. And why should she say all this to me? Why—?
But a thought came in reply which turned me hot all over. Did she
think, or know, that he wanted to have me for a wife? Was that it?
I couldn't look up or meet her eyes.
She laid her cool hand against my cheeks, which were burning.
"Little Kitty, you are very young," she said. "Don't—don't be in a
hurry. Perhaps some day—"
Then she stopped and thought, and presently she asked—
"What of young Bowman? I hear you and he are great friends."
"He may call himself so," I said, and I could have cried.
"Is that all? I fancied—"
"We know him very well," I said; "and he likes us. So, I suppose,
we are friends. Only he gets so—"
"So what?" she asked.
"So cross," I said— "and disagreeable. I hate people to be cross and
disagreeable."
"You would like to bask in sunshine always, wouldn't you?"
"I like people to be good-tempered, and not silly and jealous,"
I said.
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