Girls -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Gossip -- Juvenile fiction
"Jealousy is always silly, isn't it?" she said; "but when people
love very much, with a love not very unselfish, perhaps—"
I made a sort of movement of impatience.
"He is a steady young fellow," she went on; "your mother tells me so.
He has right principles and a warm heart. Kitty, don't you think,
some day—?"
I only said, "No!" but I meant it from my very heart.
"Poor fellow!" she said. "Well, you are right not to make up your
mind quickly to—anything. I did once, and I had reason to be sorry.
O it was just the old story, dear. He thought he loved, and he won
my love; and then he grew tired of me, and went off after somebody
else. That so often happens."
"With some men, I suppose," I whispered.
"Yes, with some men; not with all. I could fancy that young Bowman
would be constant, not changeable, if he once cared thoroughly
for anybody, he would go on caring. Walter is different. He does not
mean to treat anybody with unkindness, of course, but it seems as if
he never could know his own mind."
What did make her say such things of her brother? I was growing
angry.
"I have seen it in him again and again," she went on; "so I really
have almost given up believing in his devotion to anybody. He is
so easily caught, and he so easily breaks loose. I wish I could
persuade him to go home now. It is not good for a young man to be
staying in a strange place, with nothing whatever to do."
"Father thinks it wonderful how quiet and contented Mr. Russell is in
such a dull village," I said.
"And your mother quotes old Watts about 'idle hands.' A woman often
sees farther than a man, Kitty. My brother finds amusement of some
sort, or he would not be so willing to stay. The question is, what
sort of amusement? An idle young fellow has it in his power to work
mischief, unless—"
"I thought you were so fond of him," I said. And I did feel hurt
for Mr. Russell—not there to defend himself.
"Yes—more than fond," she answered. "I love him with more than
a sister's love, my dear. It is like a mother's love, I believe,
for it can see his faults and look to what is for his good."
That was all that passed, for she had talked more than she ought.
I felt rubbed the wrong way by her words. I knew she meant them as a
sort of warning to me, and I didn't like it; I didn't want to be
warned; I wanted to be let alone. My head was getting more and more
full of Mr. Russell, and his soft words were fast winning my foolish
little heart. I didn't want to be warned off from him; and I dreaded
lest she should say anything to father or mother. She had not done
so yet, I knew.
An hour later father happened to ask— "Russell been in to-day?"
"Yes," says mother, who was with us both for a moment, and she spoke
drily. "He came to ask after his sister, and I was in the kitchen."
"Ah!" says father.
"I've no notion of him dangling about when you and I aren't there,"
said she.
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