Death -- Fiction; Friendship -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
“Of course. I never thought of it again. Nor did Madala for that matter,
though she was quiet enough in the train. There she sat, looking out of
the window and smiling to herself. But then she was always like that
after any little excitement, very quiet for an hour, re-living
it—literally. I think, you know,” she hesitated, “that that was the
secret of her genius. Her genius was her memory. _She liked whate’er she
looked on_——”
“And her looks were certainly everywhere,” said the blonde lady in her
drawling voice.
“Just so. But it didn’t end there. She remembered. She remembered
uncannily. She was like a child picking up pebbles from the beach every
holiday, and spending all the rest of its year polishing. She turned
them into jewels. The process used to fascinate me—professionally, you
know. You could see her mind at work on some trifling incident,
fidgeting with it, twisting it, dropping it, picking it up again, till
one wearied. And then a year later, or two years, or three years, or ten
years maybe, you’ll pick up a novel or a story, and there you’ll find
it, cut, graved, polished, set in diamonds, but—the same pebble, if one
has the wit to see.”
“Well, what did she say?” Miss Howe cut through the theory impatiently.
Anita frowned. She disliked being hurried.
“Oh, that day? Very little. I was surprised. She usually enjoyed pouring
herself out to me. But no, she just sat and smiled. It irritated me.
‘What is it, Madala?’ I said at last. She stared at me as if she had
never seen me before. ‘I don’t know,’ she said in her vague way. And
then—‘Wasn’t it a lovely day?’ I waited. I knew she would go on sooner
or later. Presently she said—‘That stone we sat on _was_ damp. He was
quite right.’ Then she said, thinking aloud as it were—‘You know, if a
man has a really pleasant voice, I like it better than women’s voices.
It’s so steady.’ And then—‘What did you think of him, Anita?’”
Miss Howe chuckled.
“And you said?”
“Oh, I said what I could. I didn’t want to hurt her feelings. It was so
obvious that the place and everyone in it was beglamoured for her. I
said that he seemed a worthy, harmless person, or something to that
effect. I forget exactly how I phrased it—I was tactful, of course. Oh,
I remember, I said that she ought to put him into a book—that the old
country doctors were disappearing, like the farmers and the parsons. I’m
sure I appeared interested. But all she said was—‘Old? He’s not old.
Would you call him old?’ ‘That was a figure of speech,’ I said. ‘I was
thinking of the type. But all the same you can’t describe him as young,
Madala.’ ‘Oh, he’s not a boy,’ she said. ‘No one ever said he was a
_boy_.’ She didn’t say any more. But just as we were getting out at
Victoria she cried—‘My cowslips! Anita, my cowslips! I’ve forgotten my
cowslip ball.’ I told her that it wouldn’t have lasted anyway, with the
stalks nipped off so short. But she looked as if she had lost a
kingdom.”
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