Death -- Fiction; Friendship -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
“They looked blue, and she didn’t look like a goddess. She looked like a
little girl. Well, there she stood, with her grey skirt and her lavender
silk, and her cowslips—you know they have a sweet smell, cowslips, a
very sweet smell—and tumbled them all down on the tombstone. Then she
wanted string. Carey seemed to wake up at that. He’d been looking at her
as if he had dreamed her. He produced string. He was that sort of man.
Then she made her cowslip ball. I held one end of the string and he held
the other, and she nipped the stalks off the flowers and strung them
athwart it. That is the way to make a cowslip ball.”
“Nita, I love you!” cried Miss Howe for the second time, and the others
laughed.
She stopped. She stiffened.
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“Ne’ mind! Go on!”
She said offendedly—
“There’s nothing more to tell. We got up and came away.”
But as we sat silently by, still waiting, the storyteller crept back
into her face.
“Oh, yes—” up went her forefinger. “It was then that it happened. We
went stumbling over the graves, round to the east end, to see the
lepers’ window, a particularly interesting one. Ruskin mentions it. Yes,
Carey came with us. There’s a little bit of bare lawn under the window
before the stones begin again, and as we crossed it Madala gave a kind
of shuddering start. He said—‘Cold?’ smiling at her. She shivered again,
in spite of herself as it were, for she’d been joking and laughing, and
said—‘Someone must be walking over my grave.’ And at that he gave her
such a look, and said loudly in a great rough voice—‘Rubbish! don’t talk
such rubbish!’ Really, you know, the tone! And I thought to myself then
as I’ve thought many times since—‘At heart the man’s a bully—that’s what
the man is.’ But Madala laughed. We didn’t stay long after that. The
window was a disappointment—restored. There was nothing further to see
and Madala was quite right—it was chilly. The sky had clouded over and
there was a wind. I thought it time to go. Madala made no objection. She
had grown curiously quiet. She tired easily, you know. And he didn’t say
another word. Quite time to go. I thought we might try for the earlier
train, so we went off at last in a hurry. No, he didn’t come with us: we
shook hands at the gate. And when I looked back a minute later he had
turned away. We caught our train.”
There was a little pause that Miss Howe ended.
“Queer!” she said.
Anita stared at them. Her hands twitched.
“Oh, I’m a practical person, but—‘You’re walking on my grave,’ she said.
And there or thereabouts, I suppose, she’ll lie.”
“Coincidence,” said Mr. Flood quickly.
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