Death -- Fiction; Friendship -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
“Certainly not. But I had always been afraid that she might be tempted
to marry for the adventure’s sake, for the mere experience, for the——”
“Copy,” said Mr. Flood. “I always said so. Yes?”
“‘Oh well, Madala,’ I said to her, ‘you know what I think. I’m not one
to quote Kipling, but—_He travels fastest who travels alone_.’ She
looked at me so strangely. ‘Alone?’ she said. ‘Alone. Its the cruellest
word in the language. There’s drowning in it.’ ‘Well, without conceit,
Madala,’ I said, ‘I can affirm that I have been alone, spiritually, all
my life.’ ‘Ah, yes,’ she said, ‘but you’re different.’ And that,” Anita
broke off, “was what I liked in Madala. She did recognize differences.
She could appreciate. She wasn’t absorbed in herself. She said to me
quite humbly—‘I’m not strong, I suppose; but I don’t suffice myself. I
can’t bear myself sometimes. I can’t bear the burden of myself. Can’t
you understand?’ ‘Frankly,’ I said, ‘I can’t. I’m a modern woman, and
the modern woman is a pioneer. She’s the Columbus of her own
individuality. She must be. It’s her career. It’s her destiny.’ She
answered me pettishly, like a naughty child—‘I don’t want to be a
pioneer.’ ‘You’re that,’ I said, ‘already, whether you want to be or
not.’ Then she said to me, with that dancing, impish look that her eyes
and her lips and her white teeth used to manage between them—‘All right!
If I’ve got to be, I will. But I’ll be a pioneer in my own way. I swear
I’ll shock the lot of you.’”
“_Oho!_” said Mr. Flood with exaggerated unction.
“Exactly!” Anita gave his agreement such eager welcome. “That put me on
the qui-vive. Knowing her as I did, it was a very strong hint. I awaited
developments. Frankly, I was prepared for a scandal, a romance, anything
you please in the way of extravagance. That’s why the Carey marriage,
that tameness, upset me so. It was not what I was expecting. Really, I
don’t know which was more of a shock to me, _The Resting-place_ or the
marriage. Hardly had I recovered from the one when——”
“Oh, _The Resting-place_ was the shock of my life too.” He giggled. “I
mourned, I assure you that I mourned over it. That opening, you
know—‘There was once’—And the end again—‘So they were married and had
children and lived happily ever after.’ Pastiche! And then to be invited
to wade through a conscientious account of how they achieved it! Too bad
of Madala! As if the poor but virtuous artist’s model weren’t a drug on
the market already! And the impecunious artist himself—_stooping_, you
know! Oh, I sat in ashes.”
Miss Howe clapped her hands.
“Jasper, I love you. I _do_ love you. Did she pull your leg too? Both
legs? She did! She did! Oh, there’s only one Madala!”
Mr. Flood’s vanity was in his cheeks while she rattled on.
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