Death -- Fiction; Friendship -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
“She always believed in you,” said Miss Howe with a certain harshness.
“Insincere! You should have heard her talk of your _Famous_ _Women_!”
And then—“Yes. She believed in you right enough.”
“More than I did in her that night. I couldn’t forget _The
Resting-place_. It lay on the table, and every now and then, when I felt
most comfort in her, my eyes would fall on it, and it would jar me. She
felt it too. When I saw her off at last—it had grown very late—she
stopped at the gate and turned and came running back. I thought that she
had forgotten her handbag. She nearly always forgot her handbag. But no,
it was _The Resting-place_ that was on her mind. It was—‘Nita! try it
again. Maybe you’d like it better.’ And then—‘Nita! I enjoyed writing it
so.’ ‘That’s something, at any rate,’ I said, not wanting, you know, to
be unkind. Then she said—‘I wish you liked it. Because, you know, Nita—’
and stopped as if she wanted to tell me something and couldn’t make up
her mind. ‘Well, what?’ I said. It was cold on the steps. She hesitated.
She looked at me. For an instant I had an absurd impression that she was
going to cry. Then she kissed me. She’d kissed me goodnight once
already, though, you know, we never did as a rule. And then, off she
went without another word. I was quite bewildered by her. I nearly
called her back; but it was one of those deep dark blue nights: it
seemed to swallow her up at once. But I heard her footsteps for a long
while after—dragging steps, as if she were tired. I wasn’t. It was as if
she had put something into me. I went back into the house and I worked
till daylight. And all the next day I worked—worked well. I felt, I
remember, so hopeful, so full of power. By the evening I had quite a
mass of material to show her, if she came. I half expected her to come.
But instead—” she fumbled among her papers—“I got this.”
It was a sheet of note-paper, a sheet that looked as if it had been
crushed into a ball and then smoothed out again for careful folding.
Anita’s fingers were still ironing out the crinkled edge while she read
it aloud.
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