Married women -- Fiction; Staffordshire (England) -- Fiction
At the foot of the long garden was a low fence separating it from the
meadow, and in the fence a wicket from which ran a faint track to the
main field-path. She leaned against the fence, a few yards away from the
wicket, at a spot where a clump of bushes screened the house. No one
could possibly have seen her from the house, even had the bushes not
been there; but she wished to isolate herself completely, and to find
tranquillity in the isolation. The calm spring night, chill but not too
cold, cloudy but not too dark, favoured her intention. She gazed about
her at the obscure nocturnal forms of things, at the silent trees, and
the mysterious clouds gently rounded in their vast shape, and the sharp
slant of the meadow. Far below could be seen the red signal of the
railway, and, mapped in points of light on the opposite slope, the
streets of Bursley. To the right the eternal conflagration of the
Cauldon Bar furnaces illumined the sky with wavering amber. And on the
keen air came to her from the distance noises, soft but impressive, of
immense industrial activities.
She thought she could decipher a figure moving from the field-path
across the gloom of the meadow, and as she strained her eyes the figure
became an indubitable fact. Presently she knew that it was Arthur. 'At
last!' her heart passionately exclaimed, and she was swept and drenched
with happiness as a ship by the ocean. She forgot everything in the
tremendous shock of joy. She felt as though she could have waited no
more, and that now she might expire in a bliss intense and fatal, in a
sigh of supreme content. She could not stir nor speak, and he was
striding towards the wicket unconscious of her nearness! She coughed, a
delicate feminine cough, and then he turned aside from the direction of
the wicket and approached the fence, peering.
'Is that you?' he asked.
'Yes.'
Across the fence they clasped hands. And in spite of her great wish not
to do so she clutched his hand tightly in her long fingers, and held it
for a moment. And as she felt the returning pressure of his large,
powerful, protective grasp, she covered--but in imagination only--she
covered his face, which she could shadowily see, with brave and
abandoned kisses; and she whispered to him, but unheard: 'Admit that I
am made for love.' She feared, in those beautiful and shameless
instants, neither John, nor Ethel and Milly, nor even Rose. She knew
suddenly why men and women leave all--honour, duty, and affection--and
follow love. Then her arm dropped, and there was silence.
'What are you doing here?' She was unable to speak in an ordinary tone,
but she spoke. Her voice exquisitely trembled, and its vibrations said
everything that the words did not say.
'Why,' he answered, and his voice too bore strange messages, 'I called
at Church Street and Mr. Myatt said you had only been gone a few
minutes, and so I came right away. I guessed I should overtake you. I
don't know what he would think.' Arthur laughed nervously.
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