Life in the sick-room : $b EssaysMartineau, Harriet
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Life in the sick-room : $b Essays
Martineau, Harriet
Conduct of life; Sick
back upon one’s past life for complacency and self-gratulation, in order
to assure one’s self how well one has used one’s powers and
opportunities--how much one has done for society--how lofty and
honourable a life one has led--and so forth,--O! what words can express
the absurdity! If the consoler could but see the invisible array which
comes thronging into the sick-room from the deep regions of the past,
brought by every sound of nature without, by every movement of the
spirit within; the pale lips of dead friends whispering one’s hard or
careless words, spoken in childhood or youth--the upbraiding gaze of
duties slighted and opportunities neglected--the horrible apparition of
old selfishness and pusillanimities--the disgusting foolery of idiotic
vanities; if the consoler could catch a momentary glimpse of this
phantasmagoria of the sick-room, he would turn with fear and loathing
from the past, and shudder, while the inured invalid smiles, at such a
choice of topics for solace.
Then it might become the turn of the invalid to console--to explain how
these are but phantoms--how solace does abound, though it comes from
every region rather than the kingdom of conscience--and how, while the
past is dry and dreary enough, there are streams descending from the
heaven-bright mountain-tops of the future, forever flowing down to our
retreat, pure enough for the most fastidious longing, abundant enough
for the thirstiest soul. The consoler may then learn for life how easily
all personal complacencies may be dispensed with, while the sufferer can
tell of a true “refuge and strength,” and “present help,” and of this
“river that gladdens the city of God,” and flows to meet us as we
journey towards it.
But, the anxious consoler may say, Is it right so to banish these
complacencies? If you really have served the world, however imperfectly
in your own eyes--if you have sown thoughts in minds, and called forth
affections in hearts--ought you to deny the facts, or that they are
good?
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