Life in the sick-room : $b EssaysMartineau, Harriet
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Life in the sick-room : $b Essays
Martineau, Harriet
Conduct of life; Sick
all events, I see in a moment the peaks of Sulitelma or of the Andes, or
the summits of the Ghauts, or tropical sands, or chilly pine forests
spread before me, or palmy West Indian groves. It is morally good, and
unspeakably refreshing, to have some such instrumentality of signals
with the world without, as these flags are to me.
There is a corresponding danger, though a less serious one, in such
sympathy as we have making us repine. Though we may go on from month to
month without one momentary wish that things were otherwise with us than
as they are, yet, on occasion--once, perhaps, in a year--some incident
wakens a thrill of longing to be as we once were. Some notice of a
concert, or a picture, brings up the associations of a London spring,
with all its intellectual and social pleasures:--or the mere mention of
a lane or hedge, at the moment the March sun is shining in, recals the
first hunting for violets in our days of long walks:--or a foreign
post-mark in autumn transports us to Alpine passes or the shores of
Italian lakes; and a sickly longing for scenes we shall see no more
comes over us. But the reaction is so rapid and sure, that there is
little moral peril in this--only the evanescent pain, which gives place
to that act of acquiescence which has in it more joy than can be
gathered from all the lanes, mountains, and shores of the globe.
The occasional sense of our being too weak for the ordinary incidents of
life, is strangely distressing. The cry of an infant makes us wretched
for hours after, in spite of every effort of reason. I saw, through my
telescope, two big boys worrying a little one, and I could not look to
see the end of it. They were so far off that there was nothing to be
done. The distress to me was such--the picture of the lives of the three
boys was so vivid--that I felt as if I had no reason nor courage left.
The same sort of distress recurred, but in a more moderate degree, when
I saw a gentleman do a thing which I wish could dwell on his mind as it
does upon mine. I saw, through the same telescope, a gentleman pick up
from the grass, where children had been playing the moment before, under
the walls of the fort, a gay harlequin--one of those toy-figures whose
limbs jerk with a string. He carried it to his party, a lady and another
gentleman, sitting on a bench at the top of the rocks, whose base the
sea was washing. When he had shown off the jerkings of the toy
sufficiently, he began to take aim with it, as if to see how far he
could throw. “He never will,” thought I, “throw that toy into the sea,
while there are stones lying all about within reach!” He did it! Away
whirled harlequin through the air far into the sea below: and there was
no appearance of any remonstrance on the part of his companions! I could
not look again towards the grass, to see the misery of the little owner
of the toy on finding it gone. There was no comfort in the air of
genteel complacency with which the three gentry walked down from the
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