self—the brawny tramper dispread on the settle, retailing to the more
clownish residents tap-room wit and roadside news. However, it is young
Bunyan you wish to see. Yonder he is, the noisiest of the party, playing
pitch-and-toss—that one with the shaggy eyebrows, whose entire soul is
ascending in the twirling penny—grim enough to be the blacksmith’s
apprentice, but his singed garments hanging round him with a lank and
idle freedom which scorns indentures; his energetic movements and
authoritative vociferations at once bespeaking the ragamuffin ringleader.
The penny has come down with the wrong side uppermost, and the loud
execration at once bewrays young Badman. You have only to remember that
it is Sabbath evening, and you witness a scene often enacted on Elstow
green two hundred years ago.
The strong depraving element in Bunyan’s character was _ungodliness_. He
walked according to the course of this world, fulfilling the desires of
the flesh and of the mind; and conscious of his own rebellion, he said
unto God, “Depart from me, for I desire not the knowledge of thy ways.”
The only restraining influence of which he then felt the power, was
terror. His days were often gloomy through forebodings of the wrath to
come; and his nights were scared with visions, which the boisterous
diversions and adventures of his waking-day could not always dispel. He
would dream that the last day had come, and that the quaking earth was
opening its mouth to let him down to hell; or he would find himself in
the grasp of fiends, who were dragging him powerless away. And musing
over these terrors of the night, yet feeling that he could not abandon
his sins, in his despair of heaven his anxious fancy would suggest to him
all sorts of strange desires. He would wish that there had been no hell
at all; or that, if he must needs go thither, he might be a devil,
“supposing they were only tormentors, and I would rather be a tormentor
than tormented myself.”
These were the fears of his childhood. As he grew older, he grew harder.
He experienced some remarkable providences, but they neither startled nor
melted him. He once fell into the sea, and another time out of a boat
into Bedford river, and either time had a narrow escape from drowning.
One day in the field with a companion, an adder glided across their path.
Bunyan’s ready switch stunned it in a moment; but with characteristic
daring, he forced open the creature’s mouth, and plucked out the sting—a
foolhardiness which, as he himself observes, might, but for God’s mercy,
have brought him to his end. In the civil war he was “drawn” as a
soldier to go to the siege of Leicester; but when ready to set out, a
comrade sought leave to take his place. Bunyan consented. His companion
went to Leicester, and, standing sentry, was shot through the head, and
died. These interpositions made no impression on him at the time.
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