He married very early: “And my mercy was to light upon a wife, whose
father was counted godly. This woman and I, though we came together as
poor as poor might be—not having so much household stuff as a dish or
spoon betwixt us, yet this she had for her portion, ‘The Plain Man’s
Pathway to Heaven,’ and ‘The Practice of Piety,’ which her father had
left her when he died, in these two books I would sometimes read with
her; wherein I also found some things that were somewhat pleasing to me.
She also would be often telling of me what a godly man her father was,
and what a strict and holy life he lived in his days, both in word and
deeds. Wherefore these books, with the relation, though they did not
reach my heart to awaken it about my soul and sinful state, yet they did
beget within me some desires to reform my vicious life, and fall in very
eagerly with the religion of the times—to wit, to go to church twice
a-day, and that, too, with the foremost; and there should very devoutly
both say and sing as others did, yet retaining my wicked life. But,
withal, I was so overrun with the spirit of superstition, that I adored,
and that with great devotion, even all things—the high-place, priest,
clerk, vestment, service, and what else belonging to the Church; counting
all things holy that were therein contained, and especially the priest
and clerk, most happy, and, without doubt, greatly blessed, because they
were the servants, as I then thought, of God, and were principal in the
temple to do his work therein.”
So strong was this superstitious feeling—one shared by the ignorant
peasantry in many portions of England, even at the present day—that “had
he but seen a priest, though never so sordid and debauched in his life,
his spirit would fall under him; and he could have lain down at their
feet and been trampled upon by them—their name, their garb, and work, did
so intoxicate and bewitch him.” It little matters what form superstition
takes—image-worship, priest-worship, or temple-worship; nothing is
transforming except Christ in the heart, a Saviour realized, accepted,
and enthroned. Whilst adoring the altar, and worshipping the surplice,
and deifying the individual who wore it, Bunyan continued to curse and
blaspheme, and spend his Sabbaths in the same riot as before.
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