Jesus proposes His experiment, the only remaining possibility, the
experiment of love, that experiment which no one has made, which few
have even attempted (and that for only a few moments of their lives),
the most arduous, the most contrary to our instincts but the only one
which can give what it promises.
As he comes from the hand of Nature, Man thinks only of himself, loves
nothing but himself. Little by little, with tremendous but slow efforts,
he succeeds in loving for a while his woman, and his children, in
tolerating his accomplices in the hunt, in assassination and in war.
Very rarely is he able to love a friend; more easily he hates the man
who loves him. He does not dream of loving the man who hates him.
All this explains why Jesus commands us to love our enemies. To make
over the entire man, to create a new man, the most tenacious center of
the old man must be destroyed. From self-love come all the misfortunes,
massacres and miseries of the world. To tame the old Adam self-love must
be torn out of him, and in its place must be put the love most opposed
to his present nature, love for his enemies. The total transformation of
man is such a sublime paradox that it can be reached only by fantastic
means. It is an extraordinary undertaking, wild and unnatural, to be
accomplished only with an extraordinary exaltation, opposed to Nature.
Until now man has loved himself and hated those who hate him; the man of
the future, the inhabitant of the Kingdom, must hate himself and love
those who hate him. To love one’s neighbor as one’s self is an
insufficient formula, a concession to universal egotism. For he who
loves himself cannot perfectly love others, and finds himself perforce
in conflict with others. Only hatred for ourselves is sufficient. If we
love ourselves, we admire ourselves, we flatter ourselves too much. To
overcome this blind love, we need to see our nothingness, our baseness,
our infamy. Hatred of ourselves is humility, is the beginning of
improvement, of perfection. And only the humble shall enter into the
Kingdom of Heaven because they alone feel how far they are from it. We
are angered at others because our dear ego feels undeservedly offended,
not sufficiently served by others; we kill our brother because he seems
an obstacle to _our_ good; we steal for the love of _our_ body, we
fornicate to give pleasure to our body; envy, mother of rivalry and of
wars, is merely sorrow because another has more than we, or has what we
have not; pride is the expression of our certainty of being of more
account than others, of possessing more than others, of knowing more
than others. All the things which religions, morals, and laws call sins,
vices, and crimes begin in self-love, in the hatred for others which
springs out of that one solitary, disordered love.
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