Life of James Mars, a Slave Born and Sold in Connecticut — John Shaqi
Life of James Mars, a Slave Born and Sold in ConnecticutMars, James
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Life of James Mars, a Slave Born and Sold in Connecticut
Mars, James
Mars, James, 1790-; Slavery -- Connecticut
I had now got to be in my sixteenth year, when a little affair
happened, which, though trivial in itself, yet was of consequence to
me. It was in the season of haying, and we were going to the hayfield
after a load of hay. Mr. Munger and I were in the cart, he sitting on
one side and I on the other. He took the fork in both of his hands, and
said to me very pleasantly, “Don’t you wish you were stout enough to
pull this away from me?” I looked at him, and said, “I guess I can;”
but I did not think so. He held it toward me with both his hands hold
of the stale. I looked at him and then at the fork, hardly daring to
take hold of it, and wondering what he meant, for this was altogether
new. He said, “Just now see if you can do it.” I took hold of it rather
reluctantly, but I shut my hand tight. I did as Samson did in the
temple; I bowed with all my might, and he came to me very suddenly. The
first thought that was in my mind was, my back is safe now. All went on
well for two months or more; all was pleasant, when one day he――or Mr.
Munger, I should have said――was going from home, and he told me, as was
usual, what to do. I went to my work, and did it just as he told me.
At night, when he came home, he asked me what I had been doing. I told
him, but he did not seem satisfied. I told him I had done just what he
told me. He said I had not done what I ought to have done. I told him I
had done what he told me. That was more than I had ever said before. He
was angry and got his horsewhip, and said he would learn me. He raised
his hand and stood ready to strike. I said, “You had better not!” I
then went out at the door. I felt grieved to see him in such a rage
when I had done just as he told me, and I could not account for it. If
he had been a drinking man, I should not have wondered; but he was not,
he was a sober man. I could not get over my feeling for some time, but
all was pleasant the next day. I said to his daughters that I would not
stay there a day after I was twenty-one, for I did not know what their
father meant. I did just as he told me, and thought I was doing what
he would be satisfied with. They told me not to mind it. Things went
on from that time as well as I could wish. From that time until I was
twenty-one, I do not remember that he ever gave me an unpleasant word
or look. While I lived with him, after that time, I felt that I had now
got as good a place as any of the boys that were living out. I often
went with his team to Hartford and to Hudson, which the other boys did
not that lived in the neighborhood. I now felt that I could do anything
for the family; I was contented and happy.
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