East End (London, England) -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Social settlements -- Fiction
Muriel showed no surprise. She sat down and looked at the poor little
baby tossing disconsolately on its mother’s lap.
“Isn’t he well?” she asked.
“No, ’e ain’t,” said Liz more gently; “’e do take on somethink hawful in
this ’eat. ’E cries all night, and Dick won’t come nigh ’im. I’d a been
a deal better off without ’im, that’s what I’d a been. What’s the use o’
a ’usband who drinks all ’e earns? ’E don’t do _me_ no good, and I don’t
do ’im no good—we’re better apart.” She looked at Muriel viciously in
her increasing anger and fear, turning on the first object she met.
“You’re very tired, Lizzie,” she said gently, “and very hot. Have you
been sitting up all night with baby?”
“I don’t keep no nurse!”
“Poor little thing,” said Muriel, holding out her arms for it; “poor
little dear.”
“’E’ll crease your pretty skirt.” Muriel laughed.
“Now, tell me,” she said, “what do you mean about Dick. Is he really
taking to drink?”
Lizzie forgot her resentment and poured out her troubles, and so again
the woman in Muriel conquered. Yet she knew that there would be no
gratitude for what she did. Lizzie only envied her—“her pretty frock.”
She wrote to her uncle promising to go down the next day. Muriel arrived
at Blacklands to be met by the footman and a carriage. The trappings of
a luxury she had spurned seemed at present very grateful to her. They
belonged, she realized, to a class of things one does not actually need,
and yet seems to miss more than even the necessities. As she drove
comfortably through the village she was possessed by a complete set of
new faculties. All her old fund of light-hearted laughter sprang again
within her; her quick, observant eyes (which she had used more lately to
ignore than to observe) found beauties at every turn. She felt a desire
to sketch two cottages half lost in honeysuckle planted with the most
perfect effect of naturalness under the old tower of the ivy-covered
church. The churchyard seemed the most perfectly restful thing she had
ever seen. She longed to pick the hedge flowers; to let the wind blow
about her hair, with no restraining erection to keep it in place; to
walk barefoot across the cool, green fields; to hunt for birds’ nests in
the wood; to climb the hills at sunset time—in short, a passion of
longing to come near to Nature held her; to forget all the many
inventions of the clever, brutal, unscrupulous mind of man; to be once,
for however little time, one with the world as “God has made it.” She
found herself taking off her gloves, and at that moment the carriage
swept up the drive of a large old house, with an exterior too ancient to
be quarrelled with, and an interior too full of the best of modern
“improvements” to be in the least appropriate.
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