East End (London, England) -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Social settlements -- Fiction
“If pebbles were as rare, we should most of us prefer them to
diamonds, I expect, and only a few would say, ‘Ah, but they
don’t shine!’ How you will shake your head, dear! but, trust me,
proximity and the hat that suits weigh a good deal more than a
fine character with most men, and Gladys always chooses her hats
well. Women of my age are past the time of romance (Edith le
Mentier would scarcely agree with me). Legitimate romance, at
any rate—if there is such a thing—is a little worn out, and
I’m not one of the sort that prefer religion to rouge, yet
to-night I can’t help confessing the game seems not worth the
candle. Not much behind, and not much before, and very little
for the meantime. Still I should marry if I were you. You’ll
have the compensation of saying ‘Well, that’s done,’ and when
everything else seems unsubstantial the solid inevitability of
wife and motherhood keeps one steady. That’s my argument against
free love—it’s not final enough, and the uncertainties are too
great. I had rather myself have a broken heart and a settled
position than a broken heart without one. Perhaps you will
succeed in avoiding both. Don’t think I’m morbid—probably my
dinner has disagreed with me. By-the-bye, the doctor says
there’s something wrong with my lungs—but I don’t believe in
doctors. Good-bye.
“MARY.”
Muriel read Mary Huntly’s letter over slowly with sad eyes. There was a
hopeless ring in it, as if the plucky effort to avoid the admission of a
life failure had almost proved too much for her. She had attained most
things that a woman of the world wishes to attain: a good income, a
convenient husband, a boy at Eton, and a fine figure for forty; she was
very popular, even with other women, and she had a most capital cook.
“Leslie Damores and I are going on a bus top to Kew Gardens this
afternoon,” said Cynthia irrelevantly. “And I shall go to tea with him
in the studios to see his new picture; he has called it ‘The Years of
the Locust.’ I should rather like to see what he has made of it.” Muriel
was still puzzling over Mary Huntly’s letter.
“She is so fine,” she said. “It must count for something, her pluck and
dash and the way she faces things; it can’t be all shallow, or all
selfish—and yet it does work death. Look at poor Mary. Her age of
primary things has passed. She has run through most of the thrills, as I
suppose we all do by forty, and now what’s left for her? She has been
keeping yesterday’s manna, and she finds that it has gone bad!” Cynthia
looked interested.
“I think,” she said slowly, “that a great love is the only thing to fill
a woman’s life. I don’t believe that would wear out, would it?”
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