French fiction -- 20th century; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Together we are looking at a little square piece of paper. I found it
on the seat which the rose-tree overhangs on the edge of the downward
lane. Carefully folded, it had a forgotten look, and it was waiting
there, detained for a moment by its timorous weight. A few lines of
careful writing cover it. We read it:
"I do not know how speaks the pious heart; nothing I know; th'
enraptured martyr I. Only I know the tears that brimming start, your
beauty blended with your smile to espy."
Then, having read it, we read it again, moved by a mysterious
influence. And we finger the chance-captured paper, without knowing
what it is, without understanding very well what it says.
* * * * * *
When I asked her to go with me to the cemetery that Sunday, she agreed,
as she does to all I ask her. I watched her arms brush the roses as
she came in through the gardens. We walked in silence; more and more
we are losing the habit of talking to each other. We looked at the
latticed and flower-decked square where our aunt sleeps--the garden
which is only as big as a woman. Returning from the cemetery by way of
the fields, the sun already low, we join hands, seized with triumphant
delight.
She is wearing a dress of black delaine, and the skirt, the sleeves and
the collar wave in the breeze. Sometimes she turns her radiant face to
me and it seems to grow still brighter when she looks at me. Slightly
stooping, she walks, though among the grass and flowers whose tints and
grace shine in reflection on her forehead and cheeks, she is a
giantess. A butterfly precedes us on our path and alights under our
eyes, but when we come up it takes wing again, and comes down a little
farther and begins all over again; and we smile at the butterfly that
thinks of us.
Inlaid with gold by the slanting sun we lead each other, hand in hand,
as far as the statue of Flora, which once upon a time a lord of the
manor raised on the fringe of the wood. Against the abiding background
of distant heights the goddess stands, half-naked, in the beautiful
ripe light. Her fair hips are draped with a veil of still whiter
stone, like a linen garment. Before the old moss-mellowed pedestal I
pressed Marie desperately to my heart. Then, in the sacred solitude of
the wood, I put my hands upon her, and so that she might be like the
goddess I unfastened her black bodice, lowered the ribbon
shoulder-straps of her chemise, and laid bare her wide and rounded
bosom.
She yielded to the adoration with lowered head, and her eyes
magnificently troubled, red-flushing with blood and sunshine.
I put my lips on hers. Until that day, whenever I kissed her, her lips
submitted. This time she gave me back my long caress, and even her
eyes closed upon it. Then she stands there with her hands crossed on
her glorious throat, her red, wet lips ajar. She stands there, apart,
yet united to me, and her heart on her lips.
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