French fiction -- 20th century; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
So he retails the gossip of the district, for it is against his
conscience, as he frankly avows, to conceal what he knows. And Heaven
knows, there is gossip enough in our quarter!--a complete network,
above and below, of quarrels, intrigues and deceptions, woven around
man, woman and the public in general. One says, "It _can't_ be true!"
and then thinks about something else.
And Crillon, in face of all this perversity, all this wrong-doing,
smiles! I like to see that happy smile of innocence on the lowly
worker's face. He is better than I, and he even understands life
better, with his unfailing good sense.
I say to him, "But are there not any bad customs and vices?
Alcoholism, for instance?"
"Yes," says Crillon, "as long as you don't exarrergate it. I don't
like exarrergations, and I find as much of it among the pestimists as
among the opticions. Drink, you say! It's chiefly that folks haven't
enough charitableness, mind you. They blame all these poor devils that
drink and they think themselves clever! And they're envious, too; if
they wasn't that, tell me, would they stand there in stony peterified
silence before the underhand goings-on of bigger folks? That's what it
is, at bottom of us. Let me tell you now. I'll say nothing against
Termite, though he's a poacher, and for the castle folks that's worse
than all, but if yon bandit of a Brisbille weren't the anarchist he is
and frightening everybody, I'd excuse him his dirty nose and even not
taking it out of a pint pot all the week through. It isn't a crime,
isn't only being a good boozer. We've got to look ahead and have a
broad spirit, as Monsieur Joseph says. Tolerantness! We all want it,
eh?"
"You're a good sort," I say.
"I'm a man, like everybody," proudly replies Crillon. "It's not that I
hold by accustomary ideas; I'm not an antiquitary, but I don't like to
single-arise myself. If I'm a botcher in life, it's cos I'm the same
as others--no less," he says, straightening up. And standing still
more erect, he adds, "_Nor_ no more, neither!"
When we are not chatting we read aloud. There is a very fine library
at the factory, selected by Madame Valentine Gozlan from works of an
educational or moral kind, for the use of the staff. Marie, whose
imagination goes further afield than mine, and who has not my
anxieties, directs the reading. She opens a book and reads aloud while
I take my ease, looking at the pastel portrait which hangs just
opposite the window. On the glass which entombs the picture I see the
gently moving and puffing reflection of the fidgety window curtains,
and the face of that glazed portrait becomes blurred with broken
streaks and all kinds of wave marks.
"Ah, these adventures!" Marie sometimes sighs, at the end of a chapter;
"these things that never happen!"
"Thank Heaven," I cry.
"Alas," she replies.
Even when people live together they differ more than they think!
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