But it was her unperturbed dissection of the motives of sex, the
denouncement of a criminal mysterious ignorance, that most daunted
Linda. She listened to Jean with a series of distinct shocks to her
sense of propriety. What she had agreed to consider a nameless attribute
of women, or, if anything more exact, the power of their charm over men,
the other defined in unequivocal scientific terms. She understood
every impulse veiled for Linda in a reticence absolutely needful to its
appeal.
This, of course, the elder distrusted; just as she had no approval for
Jean's public activities. Linda didn't like public women; her every
instinct cried for a fine seclusion, fine in the meaning of an
appropriate setting for feminine distinction, the magic of dress and cut
roses. Her private inelegant word for Lowrie's wife was “bold;” indeed,
describing to herself the younger woman's patronage of her bearing, she
descended to her mother's colloquialism “brass.”
She thought this sitting at a dinner-table which held Vigné and her
husband and Lowrie and Jean Hallet. Arnaud, drawing life from the
vitality of an atmosphere charged with youth, was unflagging in splendid
spirits and his valorous wit. Jean would never inspire the affection
Arnaud had given her; nor the passion that, in Pleydon, had burned unfed
even by hope.
Her thoughts slipped away from the present to the sculptor. Three years
had vanished since she had gone with an intention of finality to his
apartment, and in that time he had neither been in their house nor
written. Linda had expected this; she was without the desire to see
or hear from him. Dodge Pleydon was finished for her; as a man, a
potentiality, he had departed from her life. He was a piece with her
memories, the triumphs of her young days. Without an actual knowledge of
the moment of its accomplishment she had passed over the border of that
land, leaving it complete and fair and radiant for her lingering view.
Whether or not she had been happy was now of no importance; the magic
of its light showed only a garden and a girl in white with a black bang
against her blue eyes.
The bang, the blueness of gaze, were still hers; but, only this
morning, brush in hand, the former had offered less resistance in its
arrangement; it was thinner, and the color perceptibly not so dense. At
this, with a chill edge of fear, she had determined to go at once to
her hairdresser; no one, neither Arnaud, who loved its luster, nor an
unsympathetic bold scrutiny, a scrutiny of brass, should see that she
was getting gray. There was no fault about her figure; she had that for
her satisfaction; she was more graceful than Jean's square thinness,
more slim than Vigné's maternal presence.
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