Linda didn't take the trouble to explain this. Now that her mother had
withdrawn from her into a perpetual and uncomfortable politeness she
confided in no one. She would have been at a loss to put her complicated
sensations and thoughts into words. Mr. Moses Feldt, the only one to
whom she could possibly talk intimately, would be upset by her feelings.
He would give her a hug and the next day bring up a new present from his
pocket.
Her clothes, with the entire support of Lorice, were all delicate
in fabric, mostly white with black sashes, and plainly ruffled. She
detested the gray crepe de Chine from which Judith's undergarments were
made and the colored embroidery of Pansy's; while she ignored scented
toilet-waters and extracts. Markue, in finally asking her to a party at
his rooms, said that there she would resemble an Athenian marble, of the
un-painted epoch, in the ballet of Scheherazade.
XIII
“There's nothing special to say about Markue's parties,” Judith,
dressing, told Linda. “You will simply have to take what comes your way.
There is always some one serious at them, if you insist, as usual, on
dignity.” She stood slim and seductive, like a perverse pierrot,
before the oppressive depths of a black mirror. Linda had finished her
preparations for the evening. There was no departure from her customary
blanched exactness. She studied her reflection across Judith's shoulder;
her intense blue eyes, under the level blot of her bang, were grave on
the delicate pallor of her face.
In the taxi, slipping rapidly down-town, Linda was conscious of a slight
unusual disturbance of her indifference. This had nothing to do with
whether or not she'd be a success; her own social demands were so small
that any considerable recognition of her was unimportant. Her present
feeling came from the fact that to-night, practically, she was making
her first grown-up appearance in the world, the world from which she
must select the materials of her happiness and success. To-night she
would have an opportunity to put into being all that--no matter how
firmly held--until now had been but convictions.
Her interest was not in whom or what she might meet, but in herself.
Judith, smoking a cigarette in a mist of silver fox, was plainly
excited. “I like Markue awfully,” she admitted.
“Does he care for you?” Linda asked.
“That,” said Judith, “I can't make out--if he likes me or if it's
just anonymous woman. I wish it were the first, Linda.” Her voice was
shadowed; suddenly, in spite of her youth and exhilaration, she seemed
haggard and spent. Linda recognized this in a cold scrutiny. Privately
she decided that the other was a fool--she didn't watch her complexion
at all.
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