A more suitable exercise, as it would have seemed at first sight, was
supplied by that curious portion of Oxford routine, the Annual Prize
Poem. This, he himself tells us, was, in his academic years, the real and
single object of his ambition. His reason is, for an autobiographical
reason, decidedly simple. ‘A great poet,’ he says, ‘I should not have
imagined myself, for I knew well enough that the verses were no great
things.’ But he entertained at that period of life—he was twenty-one—a
favourable opinion of young ladies; and he seems to have ascertained,
possibly from actual trial, that verses were not in themselves a very
emphatic attraction. Singular as it may sound, the ladies selected were
not only insensible to what is, after all, a metaphysical line, the
distinction between good poetry and bad, but were almost indifferent to
poetry itself. Yet the experiment was not quite conclusive. Verses might
fail in common life, and yet succeed in the Sheldonian theatre. It is
plain that they would be _read out_; it occurred to him, as he naïvely
relates, that if he should appear ‘as a prizeman,’ ‘as an intelligible
reciter of poetry,’ he would be an object of ‘some curiosity to the fair
promenaders in Christchurch Meadow;’ that the young ladies ‘with whom he
was on bowing and speaking terms might have felt a satisfaction in being
known to know me, which they had never experienced before.’ ‘I should,’
he adds, ‘have deemed myself a prodigious lion, and it was a character I
was weak enough to covet more than that of poet, scholar, or philosopher.’
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