She did return, however, and I recall nothing more sad than her
reappearance. It was about three days after, in one of those delightful
periods at the commencement of June, which shine and glow in the
unclouded heavens,--deceivers with promises of eternal duration, woeful
to beings born to die. Our courtyard displayed all its leaves, all its
flowers, all its roses upon its walls, as in so many past Junes; the
martinets, the swallows, exhilarated with light and life, darted about
with songs of joy in the blue above us; there was a universal festival
of things without Soul and gay animals unconscious of death.
Aunt Clara, walking there, watching the opening blossoms, called to me
suddenly, and her voice showed that something unusual had occurred.
“Oh! come! look here.--Our poor Pussy has returned.”
She was there indeed, reappearing as a wretched little phantom,
emaciated, weak, her fur already discolored with earth;--she was half
dead. Who knows what emotion led her home: an afterthought, a lack of
courage at the last hour, a longing to see us once more!
With extreme exertion she had surmounted the lower wall, so familiar,
which she was wont to cross in two bounds, when she returned from
her beat of police guard, to cuff some acquaintance, to correct some
neighbor. Breathless from her supreme effort, she lay extended on the
new grass at the margin of the mimic lake, bending her poor head to
lap a mouthful of fresh water. And her imploring eyes called for aid.
“Do you not see that I am dying? Can you do nothing to help me live a
little longer?”
Presages of death everywhere, this fair June morning, beneath its
resplendent sky: Aunt Clara, leaning over her suffering favorite,
seemed to me suddenly, so old, feebler than ever before, ready also to
go from us.
We decided to carry Pussy White back to the dressing-room, and place
her on the rose-colored lounge she herself had chosen the preceding
week, and which had seemed to please her. I resolved to watch carefully
that she should not depart again, that at least her bones might rest
in the earth of our courtyard, that she should not be thrown on some
dunghill,--like that of my poor Chinese companion, whose anxious eyes
still haunted me. I held her to my breast with careful tenderness, and,
contrary to her habitude, she allowed herself to be carried, this time,
in complete confidence, her drooping head leaning on my arm.
Upon the rose-colored lounge she struggled against death for three
days, so great is a cat’s vitality. The sun shone on the mansion and
the gardens around us. We continued to visit her often, and she always
endeavored to rise to greet us with a grateful and pathetic air, her
eyes telling as plainly as those of a human being the presence and the
distress of what we call the soul.
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