Manners and customs -- Fiction; North Carolina -- Fiction
He had little actual packing to do--merely the collecting of a few
masculine odds and ends, and then his artistic accompaniments.
Nothing was of consequence but these; the rest were tossed together
indifferently, but the picture was to be left until the last moment,
that its paint might be dry beyond a doubt.
Having completed his preparations he went out. He had the day before
him, and scarcely knew what to do with it, but it must be killed in one
way or another. He wandered up the mountain and at last lay down with
his cigar among the laurels. He was full of a strange excitement which
now thrilled, now annoyed him.
He came back in the middle of the afternoon and laughed a rather
half-hearted laugh at the excellent Mandy's comment upon his jaded
appearance.
“Ye look kinder tuckered out,” she said. “Ye'd oughtn't ter walked so
fur when ye was a-gwine off to-night. Ye'd orter rested.”
She stopped the churn-dasher and regarded him with a good-natured air of
interest.
“Hev ye seed Dusk to say good-by to her?” she added. “She's went over
the mountain ter help Mirandy Stillins with her soap. She wont be back
fur a day or two.”
He went into his room and shut the door. A fierce repulsion sickened
him. He had heretofore held himself with a certain degree of inward
loftiness; he had so condemned the follies and sins of other men, and
here he found himself involved in a low and common villainy, in the
deceits which belonged to his crime, and which preyed upon simplicity
and ignorant trust.
He went and stood before his easel, hot with a blush of self-scorn.
“Has it come to this?” he muttered through his clinched teeth--“to
_this!_”
He made an excited forward movement; his foot touched the supports of
the easel, jarring it roughly; the picture fell upon the floor.
“What?” he cried out. “Beck! You! Great God!”
For before him, revealed by the picture's fall, the easel held one
of the fairest memories he had of the woman he had proved himself too
fickle and slight to value rightly.
It was merely a sketch made rapidly one day soon after his arrival and
never wholly completed, but it had been touched with fire and feeling,
and the face looked out from the canvas with eyes whose soft happiness
stung him to the quick with the memories they brought. He had meant to
finish it, and had left it upon the easel that he might turn to it
at any moment, and it had remained there, covered by a stronger
rival--forgotten.
He sat down in a chair and his brow fell upon his hands. He felt as if
he had been clutched and dragged backward by a powerful arm.
When at last he rose, he strode to the picture lying upon the floor,
ground it under his heel, and spurned it from him with an imprecation.
He was, at a certain hour, to reach a particular bend in the road some
miles distant. He was to walk to this place and if he found no one
there, to wait.
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