The Vwyrddan's mental tone was, suddenly, almost conversational, and
Laird realized what an immensity of trained effort it must have taken
to overcome that loneliness of a million years. "See here, Laird, we
are apparently doomed to occupy the same body till one of us gets rid
of the other, and it is a body which the Janyards seem to want. Rather
than fight each other, which would leave the body helpless, we'd better
cooperate."
"But--Lord, man! What do you think I am? Do you think I want a vampire
like you up there in my brain?"
The answer was fierce and cold. "What of me, Laird? I, who was Daryesh
of Tollogh, lord of a thousand suns and lover of Ilorna the Fair,
immortalized noble of the greatest empire the universe has ever seen--I
am now trapped in the half-evolved body of a hunted alien, a million
years after the death of all which mattered. Better be glad I'm here,
Laird. I can handle those weapons, you know."
The eyes looked out over the bleak windy hillscape, and the double
mind watched distance-dwarfed forms clambering in the rocks, searching
for a trail. "A hell of a lot of good that does us now," said Laird.
"Besides, I can hear you thinking, you know, and I can remember your
own past thoughts. Sol or Janya, it's the same to you. How do I know
you'll play ball with me?"
The answer was instant, but dark with an unpleasant laughter.
"Why--read my mind, Laird! It's your mind too, isn't it?" Then, more
soberly: "Apparently history is repeating itself in the revolt of the
barbarians against the mother planet, though on a smaller scale and
with a less developed science. I do not expect the result to be any
happier for civilization than before. So perhaps I may take a more
effective hand than I did before."
It was ghostly, lying here in the wind-grieved remnants of a world,
watching the hunters move through a bitter haze of moonlight, and
having thoughts which were not one's own, thoughts over which there was
no control. Laird clenched his fists, fighting for stability.
"That's better," said Daryesh's sardonic mind. "But relax. Breathe
slowly and deeply, concentrate only on the breathing for a while--and
then search my mind which is also yours."
"Shut up! Shut up!"
"I am afraid that is impossible. We're in the same brain, you know, and
we'll have to get used to each other's streams of consciousness. Relax,
man, lie still; think over the thing which has happened to you and know
it for the wonder it is."
Man, they say, is a time-binding animal. But only the mighty will and
yearning of Vwyrdda had ever leaped across the borders of death itself,
waited a million years that that which was a world might not die out of
all history.
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