What is the personality? It is not a thing, discrete and material, it
is a pattern and a process. The body starts with a certain genetic
inheritance and meets all the manifold complexities of environment. The
whole organism is a set of reactions between the two. The primarily
mental component, sometimes called the ego, is not separable from the
body but can in some ways be studied apart.
The scientists had found a way to save something of that which was
Daryesh. While the enemy was blazing and thundering at the gates of
Vwyrdda, while all the planet waited for the last battle and the
ultimate night, quiet men in laboratories had perfected the molecular
scanner so that the pattern of synapses which made up all memory,
habit, reflex, instinct, the continuity of the ego, could be recorded
upon the electronic structure of certain crystals. They took the
pattern of Daryesh and of none other, for only he of the remaining
Immortals was willing. Who else would want a pattern to be repeated,
ages after he himself was dead, ages after all the world and all
history and meaning were lost? But Daryesh had always been reckless,
and Ilorna was dead, and he didn't care much for what happened.
Ilorna, Ilorna! Laird saw the unforgotten image rise in his memory,
golden-eyed and laughing, the long dark hair flowing around the lovely
suppleness of her. He remembered the sound of her voice and the
sweetness of her lips, and he loved her. A million years, and she was
dust blowing on the night wind, and he loved her with that part of
him which was Daryesh and with more than a little of John Laird.... O
Ilorna....
And Daryesh the man had gone to die with his planet, but the crystal
pattern which reproduced the ego of Daryesh lay in the vault they
had made, surrounded by all the mightiest works of Vwyrdda. Sooner
or later, sometime in the infinite future of the universe, someone
would come; someone or something would put the helmet on his head and
activate it. And the pattern would be reproduced on the neurons, the
mind of Daryesh would live again, and he would speak for dead Vwyrdda
and seek to renew the tradition of fifty million years. It would be the
will of Vwyrdda, reaching across time--But Vwyrdda is _dead_, thought
Laird frantically. Vwyrdda is gone--this is a new history--you've got
no business telling us what to do!
The reply was cold with arrogance. "I shall do as I see fit. Meanwhile,
I advise that you lie passive and do not attempt to interfere with me."
"Cram it, Daryesh!" Laird's mouth drew back in a snarl. "I won't be
dictated to by anyone, let alone a ghost."
Persuasively, the answer came, "At the moment, neither of us has much
choice. We are hunted, and if they have energy trackers--yes, I see
they do--they'll find us by this body's thermal radiation alone. Best
we surrender peaceably. Once aboard the ship, loaded with all the might
of Vwyrdda, our chance should come."
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