"We play it slow and easy," said Daryesh patiently--as if the fool
couldn't read it directly in their common brain. "We watch our chance,
but don't act for a while yet. Under the pretext of rigging the energy
projectors for action, we'll arrange a setup which can destroy the ship
at the flick of a switch. They won't know it. They haven't an inkling
about subspatial flows. Then, when an opportunity to escape offers
itself, we throw that switch and get away and try to return to Sol.
With my knowledge of Vwyrddan science, we can turn the tide of the war.
It's risky--sure--but it's the only chance I see. And for Heaven's sake
let me handle matters. You're supposed to be dead."
"And what happens when we finally settle this business? How can I get
rid of you?"
"Frankly, I don't see any way to do it. Our patterns have become too
entangled. The scanners necessarily work on the whole nervous system.
We'll just have to learn to live together." Persuasively: "It will be
to your own advantage. Think, man! We can do as we choose with Sol.
With the Galaxy. And I'll set up a life-tank and make us a new body to
which we'll transfer the pattern, a body with all the intelligence and
abilities of a Vwyrddan, and I'll immortalize it. Man, you'll never
die!"
It wasn't too happy a prospect, thought Laird skeptically. His own
chances of dominating that combination were small. In time, his own
personality might be completely absorbed by Daryesh's greater one.
Of course--a psychiatrist--narcosis, hypnosis--
"No, you don't!" said Daryesh grimly. "I'm just as fond of my own
individuality as you are."
The mouth which was theirs twisted wryly in the dark. "Guess we'll just
have to learn to love each other," thought Laird.
The body dropped into slumber. Presently Laird's cells were asleep, his
personality faded into a shadowland of dreams. Daryesh remained awake
a while longer. Sleep--waste of time--the Immortals had never been
plagued by fatigue--
He chuckled to himself. What a web of lies and counterlies he had
woven. If Joana and Laird both knew--
* * * * *
The mind is an intricate thing. It can conceal facts from itself,
make itself forget that which is painful to remember, persuade its
own higher components of whatever the subconscious deems right.
Rationalization, schizophrenia, autohypnosis, they are but pale
indications of the self-deception which the brain practices. And the
training of the Immortals included full neural coordination; they could
consciously utilize the powers latent in themselves. They could by an
act of conscious will stop the heart, or block off pain, or split their
own personalities.
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