Daryesh had known his ego would be fighting whatever host it found,
and he had made preparations before he was scanned. Only a part of
his mind was in full contact with Laird's. Another section, split off
from the main stream of consciousness by deliberate and controlled
schizophrenia, was thinking its own thoughts and making its own plans.
Self-hypnotized, he automatically reunited his ego at such times as
Laird was not aware, otherwise there was only subconscious contact. In
effect a private compartment of his mind, inaccessible to the Solarian,
was making its own plans.
That destructive switch would have to be installed to satisfy Laird's
waking personality, he thought. But it would never be thrown. For he
had been telling Joana that much of the truth--his own advantage lay
with the Janyards, and he meant to see them through to final victory.
It would be simple enough to get rid of Laird temporarily. Persuade him
that for some reason it was advisable to get dead drunk. Daryesh's more
controlled ego would remain conscious after Laird's had passed out.
Then he could make all arrangements with Joana, who by that time should
be ready to do whatever he wanted.
Psychiatry--yes, Laird's brief idea had been the right one. The methods
of treating schizophrenia could, with some modifications, be applied
to suppressing Daryesh's extra personality. He'd blank out that
Solarian ... permanently.
And after that would come his undying new body, and centuries and
millennia in which he could do what he wanted with this young
civilization.
The demon exorcising the man--He grinned drowsily. Presently he slept.
* * * * *
The ship drove through a night of stars and distance. Time was
meaningless, was the position of the hands on a clock, was
the succession of sleeps and meals, was the slow shift in the
constellations as they gulped the light-years.
On and on, the mighty drone of the second-order drive filling their
bones and their days, the round of work and food and sleep and Joana.
Laird wondered if it would ever end. He wondered if he might not be the
Flying Dutchman, outward bound for eternity, locked in his own skull
with the thing that had possessed him. At such times the only comfort
was in Joana's arms. He drew of the wild young strength of her, and he
and Daryesh were one. But afterward--
We're going to join the Grand Fleet. You heard her, Daryesh. She's
making a triumphal pilgrimage to the gathered power of Janya, bringing
the invincible weapons of Vwyrdda to her admiral.
Why not? She's young and ambitious, she wants glory as much as you do.
What of it?
We have to escape before she gets there. We have to steal a lifeboat
and destroy this ship and all in it soon.
All in it? Joana Rostov, too?
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