“There was a moment that I should have asked her to take the Gleam
from me--had I been able to speak. It was such a moment that I had run
out under the stars. But as I patted the tiny shoulder, the burden of
the ecstasy passed, and a durable blessedness came--the calm of great
understanding.
“The road--of course it was empty--for he had come.... I thought I had
told the old servant, but a second time I seemed to see her anxious
face bending so near in the dusk.
“‘Why, don’t you see?’ I whispered. ‘He was looking for his mother when
I found him.’”
* * * * *
That was the end of the story--the rest just details that an outsider
might ask: How she went away with Paul for the sake of her father; how
he remained with her during the long voyage to America, but as nothing
to her, more and more a stranger of different ways from hers--how he
gave her but a little of the money her father had put in trust for her
keeping--and rushed away to dig his grave in the city.... Then just a
glimpse of her need and her labour and longing for the Island life--a
dream, the _Jade_....
5
The final morning, Bellair took the babe in his arms and let himself
down the rocky way to the shore. The trail was empty behind him, and
the cottage shut off by the group of little pines, pure to pass through
as the room of a child. And here were rain-washed boulders warming
in the morning sun, and before his eyes the blue and deep-eyed sea.
It rolled up to his feet, forever changing with its stories and its
secrets, very cool about them all to-day, full of mastery and leisure.
Bellair sat upon a stone and looked at the child: “I wish you could
tell me, little man ... but you are not telling. You know it all, like
the sea--but you do not tell.... And I’ll see you so many times, when
I’m away,--see you like this and wish many times I could hold you. For
we were always friends, good friends. You didn’t ask much.... And you
were fine in the pinch, my son.... That little cry I heard, that little
cry.... He loved you, and promised great things for you. I’ve come to
believe it, little man, for I know your mother. That’s good gambling,
from where I stand.... He knew it first. He knew it all first. And you
didn’t tell him.... Oh, be all to her, little Gleam--be all to her, and
tell her I love her--when she looks away to the sea. Tell her, I’ll be
coming, perhaps.... I didn’t know I’d ever be called to kiss a little
boy--but it’s all the same to you ... and take care of her for me.”
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