“I have slightly less than one thousand dollars----”
“Could you raise one thousand dollars?”
“With some effort.”
“Of course, it will draw interest for you----”
“I understand these affairs.”
The matter was referred to the next day when it was decided to accept
Bellair’s amount of one thousand dollars, which Lot & Company could
not touch without his consent, except in the event of his departure
with company funds; and which Bellair could not draw without written
statement from Lot & Company to the effect that he was leaving with a
balanced account.
Thereafter he was one with Mr. Sproxley in the financial management,
under the eye of Seth Wetherbee. One by one he learned the points of
the system. Wherever the accounts had run over a series of years, there
were byways of loot. These pilferings were not made at once, on the
same basis that a gardener does not cut asparagus for market from young
roots. The plants were encouraged to establish themselves. After that
the open market was supplied with a certain output, the rest belonging
to Lot & Company’s table. It frequently occurred to Bellair with a
sort of enveloping darkness that he had the institution in his power;
and with a different but equal force that he had a life position in
all naturalness; that his life would be spent with slowly increasing
monetary reward for juggling the different accounts--the field of
crooked canes which was the asparagus-bed of Lot & Company. He did not
like it. He was not happy; and yet he realised that the adjustments his
nature had already made to the facts, suggested an entire adjustment
later, the final easy acceptance.
3
Bellair had thought many times of getting out from under the die, but
it never came to him with quite the force as on that Monday morning,
after watching the _Jade_ fare forth from the Brooklyn water-front.
Something had turned within him as a result of that little pilgrimage,
something that spurred to radicalism and self-assertion. At no time had
Bellair credited himself with a fairer honesty than most men. He had
never given it a large part of thinking. Roughly he had believed that
to be honest is the common lot. The corruption in the office which he
could not assimilate had to do with extensive ramifications, its lying
to itself. The instant seizing upon Mr. Prentidd’s alleged weakness
on the part of the younger Lot and the elder Wetherbee; the action of
Mr. Sproxley with the ledger; the subtle will-breaking and spiritual
blinding of all the employés in a process that never slept and was
operative in every thought and pulse of the establishment--the extent
and talent of these, and the untellable blackness of it all, prevailed
upon Bellair with the force of a life-impression.
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