Bellair’s present devil was a kind of inertia. Granting that the
Unknowable had been charged with periods of intense action of several
kinds, the recent half-decade might be regarded as its reflex
condition. There is an ebb and flow to all things, and it is easier to
adjust Bellair’s years at Lot & Company as a sort of resting period for
his faculties, than to accept a constitutional inertia in his case, for
subsequent events do not quite bear that out. He doubtless belonged
to that small class of down town men who do their work well enough,
but without passion, who have faced the modern world and its need of
bread and cake, and who have compromised, giving hours in exchange for
essential commodities, but nothing like the full energies of their
lives. It is a way beset with pitfalls, but the unavoidable result of a
system that multiplies products and profits and minimizes the chances
for fine workmanship on every hand. Moreover in Bellair’s case there is
a philosophical detachment to be considered. The aims and purports of
the printing establishment were coldly and absolutely material. These
did not challenge him to any fine or full expenditure of his powers;
and if he had touched that higher zone of philosophy which makes a
consecration of the simplest and the heaviest tasks, he had at least
found it impracticable to make it work among the systems of Lot &
Company’s business.
The two years or more since he was made assistant cashier had brought
many further items and exhibits. He was now used on the left hand side
of the throne, developed in the darkness-department already overworked,
the eye of which was Mr. Seth and the hand, Mr. Sproxley. For as yet
Bellair believed that even Eben Wetherbee had only suspicions. This was
the bite of the whole drama. There were men in the building who would
have died for their conviction that the House was honest. You might
have told these men that Lot & Company was a morgue of conservatism;
that having existed under a certain policy for seventy-five years,
was the chief reason for its changing; that free, unhampered genius
never found utterance through that House--and any of a dozen clerks
would have laughed, spoken proudly of unerring dividends and uncanny
stability, granting the rest. But that Lot & Company was structurally
crooked was incredible except to the few who performed the trick.
Bellair knew, for instance, that his best friend in the office,
Broadwell, head of the advertising, was innocent....
Monday passed without his giving notice. He quailed before the
questions that would be asked. If it were not for the one thousand
dollars, he would have escaped with a mere “Good-night,” though
a panic would have started until the Company was assured of the
innocence of his departure. As for a panic, Lot & Company had that
coming, he thought. Now he knew that he would not be able to get his
surety-deposit until all was made certain in his regard by the firm....
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