England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Wives -- Fiction
The picture of Ida is stamped indelibly upon my memory. She wore a
large straw hat of some fantastic shape, lined with pale blue, and
adorned with a bunch of tea roses. Her gown, too, was a combination of
cream-colour and blue, and, as she moved languidly over the grass, she
reminded me of one of those Watteau-like figures that are painted on
fans.
She took very little notice of me, greeting me with a cool courtesy
which I repaid with some haughtiness. Ronald was watching our meeting
with a furtive glance, and did not seem to be as much at ease as usual.
William Greystock, too, watched, and his face was as inscrutable as
ever.
Miss Lorimer took possession of my husband in the most natural way in
the world. She displayed no coquettish airs; she did not appear to
make any marked exhibition of power; but quite easily and calmly she
summoned him to her side with a few commonplace words.
"Let us try to get nearer to those deer," she said. "I keep up my old
fondness for animals, and deer are the most delightful creatures in the
universe."
It was a clever way of separating herself and Ronald from the rest
of the party. He attended her, willingly enough; they went together
towards the herd, which, of course, moved off at their nearer approach;
and then the pair followed, although they must have known the
uselessness of the pursuit.
My glance went after them, over the soft grass, now golden with the
light of the afternoon sun. What a fair scene it was, those great trees
casting their shadows across the sunlit turf; the dappled herds, the
mellow haze filling up every space, the two graceful figures moving
farther and farther away!
With a start, I found William Greystock close to my side, and heard him
speaking to me in a peculiarly quiet voice.
"I used to dream of walking here with some dear friend, Mrs. Hepburne,"
he said. "An afternoon like this always revives old dreams. Mine have
never been realised; Ronald has been more fortunate than I have."
"Ah! It is not always a blessing to realise one's dream!"
The words broke from me involuntarily, and were spoken to myself rather
than to my companion. But he answered the remark with a touch of
sadness in his tone.
"That is a bitter speech to come from your lips," he said, softly. "I
hope you do not speak from your own experience."
"Oh! I suppose people's experiences are very much alike," I replied,
with an attempt at lightness. "There is always the inevitable
disenchantment when we have fairly entered our promised land."
He sighed, and there was a brief silence.
"It is a kind of disenchantment I shall never know," he said at last.
"All that I have known is the weary march across the desert, the
gnawing hunger and burning thirst. Even if the Canaan is less fair than
our fancies, it must, at any rate, be sweeter than the endless waste of
sand."
At that moment I sincerely pitied William Greystock.
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