London (England) -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; May-December romances -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction
No, he didn’t look like that sort of person at all, she rebuked and
encouraged herself. She knew a gentleman when she saw one. Still, she
left the door a tiny crack open, so that she would be able to hear
if---- Also, she thought it as well to cross the hall with careful
footsteps, and cast an appraising eye over his coat.
It was the coat of a gentleman; a rough coat, a worn coat, but
unmistakable, and she went softly back into her kitchen, leaving its
door wide open, and while she as noiselessly as possible cut bread and
butter she listened for the sound of her mistress coming in, and, even
more attentively, in order to be quite on the safe side, for the sound
of any one going out.
The last thing, however, in the world that the young man who had just
got into the drawing-room wanted to do was to go out of it again. He
wanted to stay where he was for ever. Wonderful to have this little
time alone with her things before she herself appeared. It was like
reading the enchanting preface to a marvellous book. Next to being with
her, this was the happiest of situations. For these things were as much
expressions of herself as the clothes she wore. They would describe her
to him, let him into at least a part, and a genuine part, of her
personality.
And then, at his very first glance round, he felt it was not her room at
all, but a man’s room. George’s room. George still going on. And going
on flagrantly, shamelessly, in his great oak chairs and tables, and
immense oil paintings, and busts, marble busts, corpsey white things on
black pedestals in corners. Did nobody ever really die, then? he asked
himself indignantly. Was there no end to people’s insistence on somehow
surviving? Hardened into oak, gathered up into busts and picture frames,
the essence of George still solidly cohabited with his widow. How in
such a mausoleum could she ever leave off remembering him? Clearly she
didn’t want to, or she would have chucked all this long ago, and had
bright things, colour, flowers, silky soft things, things like herself,
about her. She didn’t want to. She had canonised George, in that strange
way people did canonise quite troublesome and unpleasant persons once
they were safely dead.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account