London (England) -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; May-December romances -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction
She wouldn’t spoil things. Next time she saw him would be heaps soon
enough to tell him about Virginia; and on a wet day, not on a fine
spring afternoon like this. A wet day and indoors: that was the time and
place to tell him. Of course if he became very silly she would tell him
instantly; but as long as he wasn’t--and how could he be in an open
taxi?--as long as he was just happy to be with her and take her out and
walk her round among crocuses and give her tea and bring her home again
tucked in as carefully as if she were some extraordinarily precious
brittle treasure, why should she interfere? It was so amusing to be a
treasure,--yes, and so sweet. Let her be honest with herself--it was
sweet. She hadn’t been a treasure, not a real one, not the kind for whom
things are done by enamoured men, for years,--indeed, not ever; for
George from the first, even before he was one, had behaved like a
husband. He was so much older than she was; and though his devotion was
steady and lasting he had at no time been infatuated. She had been a
treasure, certainly, but of the other kind, the kind that does things
for somebody else. Mrs. Mitcham, on a less glorified scale, was that
type of treasure. She, Catherine, on a more glorified scale, had been
very like Mrs. Mitcham all her life, she thought, making other people
comfortable and happy, and being rewarded by their affection and
dependence.
Also, she had been comfortable and happy herself, undisturbed by
desires, unruffled by yearnings. It had been a sheltered, placid life;
its ways were ways of pleasantness, and its paths were peace. The years
had slipped serenely away in her beautiful country home, undistinguished
years, with nothing in any of them to make them stand out afterwards in
her memory. The pains in them were all little pains, the worries all
little worries. Friendliness, affection, devotion--these things had
accompanied her steps, for she herself was so friendly, so affectionate,
so devoted. Love, except in these mild minor forms, had not so much as
peeped over her rose-grown walls. As for passion, when it leaped out at
her suddenly from a book, or she tumbled on it lurking in music, she
thrilled a moment and quivered a moment, and then immediately subsided
again. Somewhere in the world people felt these things, did these
things, were ruined or exalted for ever by these things; but what
discomfort, what confusion, what trouble! How much better to go quietly
to bed every night with George, to whom she was so much used, and wake
up next morning after placid slumbers, strengthened and refreshed
for----
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