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Sometimes, but very seldom, she paused here and asked, ‘For what?’
Sometimes, but very seldom, it seemed to her as if she spent her whole
life being strengthened and refreshed for an effort that never had to be
made, an adventure that never happened. All those meals,--to what end
was she so carefully, four times a day, nourished? ‘The machine must be
stoked,’ George would say, pressing her to eat, for he believed in
abundant food, ‘or it won’t work.’ More preparations for exertions that
never were made. Nothing but preparations....
Sometimes, but very seldom, she thought like this; then the thought was
lulled to sleep again, lapped quiet by the gentle waves of affection,
devotion, dependence that encircled her. She made people happy; they
made her happy in return. It was excessively simple, excessively easy.
It really appeared that nothing more was needed than good nature. Not to
be cross: was that the secret? As she didn’t know what it was like to
feel cross, to be impelled to behave disagreeably or to want to
criticise anybody, it was all very easy. Wherever she was there seemed
to gather round her a most comfortable atmosphere of sunny calm. So, she
sometimes but very seldom thought, do vegetables flourish in
well-manured kitchen gardens.
George called her throughout his life his little comfort. He had no
trouble with her, ever. His gratitude for this increased as he grew
busier and richer and had to be more and more away from home. To think
of his Catherine, safe and contented, waiting affectionately down in the
country for his return, looking forward, thinking of him, depending on
him for all her comforts as he depended on her for all his joy, filled
him with a satisfaction that never grew stale. His only fear was lest
she should marry disastrously after he was dead. He was so much older.
It was bad to be so much older, and in all likelihood have to
die and leave her. He did what he could to save her by a most
carefully-thought-out will; and when the horrid moment arrived and he
was forced to go, at least he knew his wing would still, in a way,
stretch protectingly over her little head, that he had made her safe
from predatory fortune-hunters by making her poor. The last thing he
did, the very last thing, was solemnly to bless and thank her; and then
with extremest reluctance, for it was a miserable thing to have to do,
George died.
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