Adventure stories, American; Fiction; Short stories; Western stories
He plodded on for half an hour, when the hallucination arose again.
Again he fought it, and still it persisted, till for very relief he
opened his rifle to unconvince himself. At times his mind wandered
farther afield, and he plodded on, a mere automaton, strange conceits
and whimsicalities gnawing at his brain like worms. But these
excursions out of the real were of brief duration, for ever the pangs
of the hunger-bite called him back. He was jerked back abruptly once
from such an excursion by a sight that caused him nearly to faint. He
reeled and swayed, doddering like a drunken man to keep from falling.
Before him stood a horse. A horse! He could not believe his eyes. A
thick mist was in them, intershot with sparkling points of light. He
rubbed his eyes savagely to clear his vision, and beheld, not a horse,
but a great brown bear. The animal was studying him with bellicose
curiosity.
The man had brought his gun halfway to his shoulder before he realized.
He lowered it and drew his hunting-knife from its beaded sheath at
his hip. Before him was meat and life. He ran his thumb along the
edge of his knife. It was sharp. The point was sharp. He would fling
himself upon the bear and kill it. But his heart began its warning
thump, thump, thump. Then followed the wild upward leap and tattoo
of flutters, the pressing as of an iron band about his forehead, the
creeping of the dizziness into his brain.
His desperate courage was evicted by a great surge of fear. In his
weakness, what if the animal attacked him? He drew himself up to his
most imposing stature, gripping the knife and staring hard at the bear.
The bear advanced clumsily a couple of steps, reared up, and gave vent
to a tentative growl. If the man ran, he would run after him; but the
man did not run. He was animated now with the courage of fear. He, too,
growled, savagely, terribly, voicing the fear that is to life germane
and that lies twisted about life's deepest roots.
The bear edged away to one side, growling menacingly, himself appalled
by this mysterious creature that appeared upright and unafraid. But the
man did not move. He stood like a statue till the danger was past, when
he yielded to a fit of trembling and sank down into the wet moss.
He pulled himself together and went on, afraid now in a new way. It
was not the fear that he should die passively from lack of food, but
that he should be destroyed violently before starvation had exhausted
the last particle of the endeavor in him that made toward surviving.
There were the wolves. Back and forth across the desolation drifted
their howls, weaving the very air into a fabric of menace that was so
tangible that he found himself, arms in the air, pressing it back from
him as it might be the walls of a wind-blown tent.
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