Adventure stories, American; Fiction; Short stories; Western stories
Now and again the wolves, in packs of two and three, crossed his path.
But they sheered clear of him. They were not in sufficient numbers, and
besides they were hunting the caribou, which did not battle, while this
strange creature that walked erect might scratch and bite.
In the late afternoon he came upon scattered bones where the wolves
had made a kill. The debris had been a caribou calf an hour before,
squawking and running and very much alive. He contemplated the bones,
clean-picked and polished, pink with the cell-life in them which had
not yet died. Could it possibly be that he might be that ere the day
was done! Such was life, eh? A vain and fleeting thing. It was only
life that pained. There was no hurt in death. To die was to sleep. It
meant cessation, rest. Then why was he not content to die?
But he did not moralize long. He was squatting in the moss, a bone in
his mouth, sucking at the shreds of life that still dyed it faintly
pink. The sweet meaty taste, thin and elusive almost as a memory,
maddened him. He closed his jaws on the bones and crunched. Sometimes
it was the bone that broke, sometimes his teeth. Then he crushed the
bones between rocks, pounded them to a pulp, and swallowed them. He
pounded his fingers, too, in his haste, and yet found a moment in which
to feel surprise at the fact that his fingers did not hurt much when
caught under the descending rock.
Came frightful days of snow and rain. He did not know when he made
camp, when he broke camp. He travelled in the night as much as in the
day. He rested wherever he fell, crawled on whenever the dying life in
him flickered up and burned less dimly. He, as a man, no longer strove.
It was the life in him, unwilling to die, that drove him on. He did not
suffer. His nerves had become blunted, numb, while his mind was filled
with weird visions and delicious dreams.
But ever he sucked and chewed on the crushed bones of the caribou calf,
the least remnants of which he had gathered up and carried with him. He
crossed no more hills or divides, but automatically followed a large
stream which flowed through a wide and shallow valley. He did not see
this stream nor this valley. He saw nothing save visions. Soul and body
walked or crawled side by side, yet apart, so slender was the thread
that bound them.
He awoke in his right mind, lying on his back on a rocky ledge. The sun
was shining bright and warm. Afar off he heard the squawking of caribou
calves. He was aware of vague memories of rain and wind and snow, but
whether he had been beaten by the storm for two days or two weeks he
did not know.
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