"I practised the work at home first," said Alice, "until I could do it
properly, and had secured a few customers. But I was nearly found out,
for that dear old stupid brother of mine must needs take it into his
head that a very old engraving he wanted was in the attic--it wasn’t,
Doris! Pity me! I had turned it into one of my oil-paintings, and it
had been sold for five shillings! Norman went to search in the attic,
and was amazed to find lots of my things, pot-paint, and so on, about
the place, which made him almost suspicious for a time. But, happily,
his painting absorbed him again, and he forgot about the queer things in
the attic. However, I thought it would be better to avoid such a risk
in the future, and so went, one morning, to search for a garret which I
could rent, and in which I should be able to work by day. When I had
fixed upon this one, and it was settled that I should have it, I had to
make some excuse to Norman for my long absences from home--don’t ask me
what I said; I mean to tell him the whole truth one day, and then,
perhaps, he’ll despise me! I cannot help that. It doesn’t matter about
me." She tossed her head, as if dismissing the idea at once. "What
does matter," she continued very earnestly, "is, that I am maintaining
my dear old Norman, while he is painting his beautiful picture. He will
live, and his picture will be painted--and only I shall be in disgrace.
I don’t care!" but tears were in her eyes.
"Disgrace!" Doris leaned forward and caught hold of the small hands,
hard and discoloured with work and paint. "Disgrace! I should think he
will honour you, for your love and cleverness and self-sacrifice. He
will say you have made him. He will thank God for such a sister."
But the other shook her head. "You don’t know Norman," she said. "He
would not mind dying, and he could give up finishing his picture sooner
than endure the thought that I had ’gulled’ that poor, stupid, credulous
British Public--at least the uneducated section of it. He has a great
reverence for truth and sincerity, and he hates and abhors a lie and a
sham."
"Why do you do it, then?"
"I am forced," returned Alice plaintively. "We _must_ live. And I want
him to finish his picture, yes, and others. I hope he will have more
than one in the Academy next year. I want him to be great--a great
artist, recognised by all the world."
"How you must love him!" exclaimed Doris. "And what faith you have in
his gift for painting!"
"I have no one except him," said Alice, simply. "He is father, mother,
and brother to me. And he has a great gift. I believe he will win
fame, and be one of the celebrities of the age--if I can keep him alive
meanwhile with my pot-boilers. But now about yourself, will you help
me?"
"Certainly. Only too gladly. I also have a most excellent reason for
earning money."
"What is it? Have you any one depending upon you? A parent perhaps?
Or a brother or sister?"
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