“Child,” he said, still with the hard look on his face, “child, are you
an angel or a stone? Have you a heart or have you none? If after all you
are just like other women; utterly incapable of entering into the depths
a man’s one love; at least you should pity what you cannot understand,
instead of maddening me with that conventional humbug about mutual
respect and so on. Who but a woman would talk so at such a time? But I
will do as you wish,” he went on, lashing himself into fury against her,
“I will not stay here longer to tempt you by my evil presence to outrage
your delicate sense of propriety, or to say one word which hereafter
you might consider it had not been perfectly ‘correct’ or ‘ladylike’ to
utter. Good God! what a fool I have been! I had imagined you somewhat
different from other women, but I see my mistake. It shall be as you
wish. Good bye. You shall not again be distressed by the sight of me.
Truly you do well to despise me.”
And with a bitter sneer in his voice, he turned away. It was at last too
much. The girl threw herself down recklessly on the rough garden-seat.
She shed no tears, she was not the sort of woman to weep in such dire
extremity of anguish. She shook and quivered as she lay there, but that
was all.
But soon the thought came over her “was it not better so?” Better that
Ralph should thus cruelly misjudge her, for in the end it might help him
to forget her. Forget her—yes. This was what she must now pray for, if
her love for him were worthy of the name.
“Ah but he might have said good-bye gently,” broke forth again from the
over-charged heart. “He might have spoken kindly when it was for the
last, last time.”
As the wish crossed her thoughts, and she half unconsciously murmured
it in words, she felt that some one was beside her. An arm raised her
gently and replaced her on the seat. It was Ralph again. Something in
his touch soothed and quieted her. She did not this time shrink from
him in alarm, but for a moment leant her throbbing head restfully on his
shoulder.
“Marion, my poor child. Marion, my lost darling, forgive me.”
“Forgive you, Ralph? Yes, a thousand times, yes,” she replied. “But do
not so grievously misjudge me. It is no conventional humbug, as you call
it. It is the old plain question of right and wrong.”
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