Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Domestic fiction; Psychological fiction
They began to talk presently of those old days in America, but Lucius
shrank with a strange dread from that one subject which he was most
anxious to speak about. There was one faintest shadow of a doubt which
a few words from Absalom Schanck could dispel. That worthy, in talking
over past experiences, dwelt more on the physical privations they had
undergone—above all, on their empty larder.
‘When I count my tinned provisions—man improves daily in the art of
tinned provisions—I can scarcely believe I was one time so near to
starve. I sometimes feel as if I could never eat enough to make up for
that treatful beriod.’
‘Yes,’ said Lucius gloomily, without the faintest idea of what the
other had been saying. ‘I was very ill yonder, wasn’t I, Schanck, when
you bled me?’
‘Yes, and after. Vhen you did rave—ach, mein Gott, how you did rave!’
‘My brain was on fire when I shot that wretch. Yet I think, had I been
full master of my senses, which I believe I was not, I should have done
just the same. Tell me, Schanck, you who knew all, and were my witness
in that trying hour, did I commit a great crime when I killed that man?’
‘I think you gommit no grime at all vhen you did shoot him, and if you
had killed him it vould have been one very good job.’
‘_If_ I had killed him!’ cried Lucius, starting up. ‘Is there any doubt
of his death?’
‘Sit down, Daforen, be dranguil; the man is not worth that we should be
uneasy for him. You asked if there is any doubt of his death? There is
this much doubt, das when I saw him last he was alife.’
‘Good God!’ cried Lucius; ‘and I have suffered an agony of remorse
about that man, wretch as I knew him to be. I have carried the burden
of a great sin on my soul day and night; my dreams have been haunted,
my lonely hours miserable.’
He clasped his hands before his face with a passionate gesture, and a
hoarse sob broke from that breast, from which a load had been suddenly
lifted. The sense of relief, of thankfulness, was keen as the keenest
pain.
‘Tell me,’ he cried eagerly—‘tell me all about it, Schanck. Was not
that shot fatal? I aimed straight at his heart.’
‘And you hit him zumvare,’ answered the German, ‘for vhen I vent out
and looked apout for him an hour aftervarts, there were draces of bloot
on the snow; but it couldn’t have been his heart, or he vould hardly
have been able to grawl avay. I followed him a little vay by that drack
of bloot, and the broken snow through which he had tragged himself
along; but I could not go far; I was anxious about you, and I went back
to the hut. If the man lay dead in the snow, or if he was shifering
under the binedrees, kroaning with the bain of his vounds, I cared not.’
‘Was that the last you saw of him,’ asked Lucius—‘those traces of blood
on the snow?’
‘It vas the last for one long time. If you vill be patient I vill tell
you all the story.’
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