People wondered at our frolics, but enjoyed them; and droll stories are
still told of the adventures of those days. Mr. Emerson and Margaret
Fuller were visiting my parents one afternoon; and the conversation
having turned to the ever-interesting subject of education, Miss Fuller
said,--
"Well, Mr. Alcott, you have been able to carry out your methods in your
own family, and I should like to see your model children."
She did in a few moments,--for as the guests stood on the doorsteps a
wild uproar approached, and round the corner of the house came a
wheelbarrow holding baby May arrayed as a queen; I was the horse, bitted
and bridled, and driven by my elder sister Anna, while Lizzie played dog
and barked as loud as her gentle voice permitted.
All were shouting, and wild with fun, which, however, came to a sudden
end as we espied the stately group before us, for my foot tripped, and
down we all went in a laughing heap, while my mother put a climax to the
joke by saying with a dramatic wave of the hand,--
"Here are the model children, Miss Fuller!"
My sentimental period began at fifteen, when I fell to writing romances,
poems, a "heart journal," and dreaming dreams of a splendid future.
Browsing over Mr. Emerson’s library, I found "Goethe’s Correspondence
with a Child," and was at once fired with the desire to be a second
Bettine, making my father’s friend my Goethe. So I wrote letters to him,
but was wise enough never to send them, left wild flowers on the
doorsteps of my "Master," sung Mignon’s song in very bad German under
his window, and was fond of wandering by moonlight, or sitting in a
cherry-tree at midnight till the owls scared me to bed.
The girlish folly did not last long, and the letters were burned years
ago; but Goethe is still my favorite author, and Emerson remained my
beloved "Master" while he lived, doing more for me, as for many another
young soul, than he ever knew, by the simple beauty of his life, the
truth and wisdom of his books, the example of a good great man untempted
and unspoiled by the world which he made nobler while in it, and left
the richer when he went.
The trials of life began about this time, and my happy childhood ended.
Money is never plentiful in a philosopher’s house; and even the maternal
pelican could not supply all our wants on the small income which was
freely shared with every needy soul who asked for help.
Fugitive slaves were sheltered under our roof; and my first pupil was a
very black George Washington whom I taught to write on the hearth with
charcoal, his big fingers finding pen and pencil unmanageable.
Motherless girls seeking protection were guarded among us; hungry
travellers sent on to our door to be fed and warmed; and if the
philosopher happened to own two coats, the best went to a needy brother,
for these were practical Christians who had the most perfect faith in
Providence, and never found it betrayed.
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