Madame Roland: A Biographical StudyTarbell, Ida M. (Ida Minerva)
History
Madame Roland: A Biographical Study
Tarbell, Ida M. (Ida Minerva)
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799; Roland, Madame, 1754-1793
During the first days at the convent, a novice took the veil,—one of the
most touching ceremonies of the Church. The young girl appeared before
the altar, dressed like a bride, and in a tone of joyous exaltation sang
the wonderful strain, “Here I have chosen my dwelling-place, here I
establish myself forever.” Then her white garments were taken from her,
and cruel shears cut her long hair, which fell in masses to the floor;
she prostrated herself before the altar, and in sign of her eternal
separation from the world a black cloth was spread over her. Even to the
experienced and unbelieving the sight is profoundly affecting. Manon,
sensitive and overstrung, was seized with the terrible, death-in-life
meaning of the sacrifice; she fancied herself in the place of the young
_dévouée_ and fell to the floor in violent convulsions.
Under the influence of such emotions, intensified by long prayers,
retreats, meditation, exhortations, from curé and sisters, she took her
first communion. So penetrated was she by the solemnity and the joy of
the act that she was unable to walk alone to the altar. The report of
her piety went abroad in the convent and in the parish, and many a good
old woman whom she met afterwards, mindful of this extraordinary
exaltation, asked her prayers.
Fortunately for the child’s development, this excessive mysticism, which
was developing a melancholy, sweet to begin with, but not unlikely to
become unhealthy, was relieved a few months after she entered the
convent by a friendship with a young girl from Amiens, Sophie Cannet by
name.
When Sophie first appeared at the Congrégation, Manon had been deeply
touched by her grief at parting from her mother. Here was a sensibility
which approached her own. She soon saw, too, that the new _pensionnaire_
avoided the noisy groups of the garden, that she loved solitude and
revery. She sought her and almost at once there sprang up between the
two a warm friendship. Sophie was three years older than Manon; she was
more self-contained, colder, more reasonable. She loved to discuss as
well as to meditate, to analyze as well as to read. She talked well,
too, and Manon had not learned as yet the pretty French accomplishment
of _causerie_, and she delighted to listen to her new friend.
If the girls were different, they were companionable. Their work, their
study, their walks, were soon together. They opened their hearts to each
other, confided their desires, and decided to travel together the path
to perfection upon which each had resolved.
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