Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 1 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 1 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
bright-colored cards in which to shelter a fair, youthful
fancy for a single spring, it was necessary to erect a
tower higher than the eight temples of Belus piled one
upon another. I had not the strength, I pretended not
to have understood him, and I let him flutter about on
his wings in search of a peak from which he could take
flight into boundless space.--He thinks I have noticed
nothing of all this, because I have fallen in with all his
caprices without seeming to suspect their object. Being
unable to cure him, I determined--and I hope that I shall
receive credit for it some day before God--to give him at
least the happiness of believing that he was passionately
loved.--He aroused in me so much pity and interest that I
was easily able to assume a tone and manner sufficiently
affectionate to deceive him. I have played my part like a
consummate actress; I have been playful and melancholy,
sensible and voluptuous; I have feigned anxiety and
jealousy; I have shed false tears, and I have summoned
flocks of ready-made smiles to my lips. I have arrayed
this counterfeit of love in the richest stuffs; I have
taken him to drive through the avenues of my parks; I have
requested all my birds to sing as he passed, and all my
dahlias and daturas to bend their heads in salutation; I
have sent him across my lake on the silvery back of my
darling swan; I have concealed myself inside the manikin
and bestowed my voice, my wit, my youth and beauty upon it
and given it such a seductive appearance that the reality
fell far short of my deception. When the time comes to
shatter this hollow statue, I shall do it in such a way
that he will think the wrong is all on my side and so will
have no remorse. I shall be the one to make the pinhole
through which the air with which the balloon is filled
will make its escape.--Is not that sanctified prostitution
and honorable deception? I have in a glass jar some
tears that I have collected just as they were about to
fall.--They are my jewel-case and my diamonds, and I shall
present them to the angel who comes for me to lead me
before God.
THÉODORE.
They are the loveliest that can glisten on a woman's
neck. A queen's jewels are less precious than they. For
my own part, I believe that the ointment Magdalen poured
on Christ's feet was made of the tears of those she had
comforted, and I believe, too, that the Milky Way is
strewn with such tears, and not, as has been said, with
drops of Juno's milk.--Who will do for you what you have
done for him?
ROSETTE.
No one, alas! since you cannot.
THÉODORE.
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