Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
Rosette acted her part with a melancholy and caressing grace, a
sorrowful, resigned tone that went to the heart;--and when Rosalind
said to her: "I would love you, if I could," the tears were ready to
overflow, and she could hardly hold them back, for Phœbe's story is
her own, as Orlando's is mine, with this difference, that everything
turns out happily for Orlando, and that Phœbe, disappointed in her
love, is compelled to marry Sylvius instead of the charming ideal
she longed to embrace. Such is life: that which affords happiness to
one necessarily causes another unhappiness. It is very fortunate for
me that Théodore is a woman, it is very unfortunate for Rosette that
he is not a man, and she is now wallowing in the slough of amorous
impossibilities in which I recently went astray.
At the end of the play Rosalind lays aside the doublet of the page
Ganymede for the garments of her own sex, is recognized by her father
as his daughter, by Orlando as his mistress: the god Hymen arrives with
his saffron-colored livery and his legitimate torches.--Three weddings
take place.--Orlando marries Rosalind, Phœbe Sylvius, and the clown
Touchstone the artless Audrey.--Then the epilogue has its say and the
curtain falls.
All this has interested us exceedingly and engrossed our minds; there
was, in a certain sense, a play within the play, a drama invisible
to the other spectators and unsuspected by them, which we played for
ourselves alone, and which, in symbolic phrases, summed up our whole
lives and expressed our most secret desires.--Except for Rosalind's
strange prescription I should be sicker than ever, having not even
a distant hope of cure, and I should have continued to wander sadly
through the winding paths of the dark forest.
And yet I have only a moral certainty; I lack proofs and I can remain
no longer in this state of uncertainty; I absolutely must speak to
Théodore in more definite terms. I have approached him twenty times
with a sentence ready on my lips, but have not succeeded in saying it
to him--I dare not; I have many opportunities to speak to him alone,
either in the park or in my room, or in his, for he comes to see me
and I go to see him, but I let them pass without profiting by them,
although the next moment I feel a mortal regret and fly into a terrible
rage with myself. I open my mouth, and in spite of all I can do,
other words take the places of the words I intended to say; instead
of declaring my love, I discourse upon the rain, the fine weather or
some other similarly stupid subject. And the season is drawing to a
close and soon we shall return to the town; the facilities which
present themselves according to my wishes here will be renewed nowhere
else:--perhaps we shall lose sight of each other and opposite currents
will carry us in opposite directions, I doubt not.
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