He enclosed this in a covering letter to Dr Tamplin, the coroner, in
which he explained more fully how the mistake had occurred. The
bottles containing the strychnine and the distilled water stood side by
side on his shelf. He had come in tired from a long country round.
Had remembered the draught to be sent up to the Hall. As to the rest,
he could not tell how he came to make such a mistake. But there it
was, and he only was to blame. He could only express his profound
regret and accept the consequences.
Then, having completed his documents, instead of galloping off to see
his waiting patients, he sat down before the fire and let his thoughts
play gloomily over the whole matter. His man was off delivering
medicines, and would not be back till midday. Time enough if Tamplin
got his letter during the afternoon. As to his own patients, he had
run rapidly over them in his own mind, and saw that there was no one
vitally demanding his attention. He could not go his rounds and say
nothing, and the thought of carrying the news of his own default was
too much for him. As soon as the matter got bruited about, he thought
grimly, there would probably be a run on Dr Newman's services, which
would greatly astonish and delight that gentleman and would compensate
him for all his months of weary waiting.
It was a good thing for Elinor, he thought, as he sat staring into the
fire, that he was not married. If he had had a wife and children, they
must have gone into the scale against her, and she must certainly have
been hanged.
Quite impossible to bring it in as an accident on her part. That he
had seen at a glance. The jury would be composed of neighbours, and in
spite of the placid face she had turned to the world, it was well
enough known that she and Pasley had not lived happily together. And
though the fault of that was not imputed to her, every man's thought
would inevitably jump to the worst, and condemn her even before she did
it out of her own mouth, which she most certainly would do the moment
she opened it to explain matters.
No, this was the only possible way. If the cost was heavy, he was more
capable of bearing it than she. In any case he could not hand her over
to the hangman. That was out of the question.
He could pretty well forecast the consequences. His practice would be
ruined, for who would trust a doctor capable of so fatal a mistake? He
would have to go away and start life afresh elsewhere. It would have
to be somewhere where he was quite unknown, or this thing would dog him
all his life. Some new country perhaps,--say Canada or the States.
Gad, it was a heavy price to pay for a foolish woman's lapse!
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