He would not be penniless, of course. His father had laid by a
considerable sum in the course of his long and busy life. If necessary
he could live in quiet comfort, without working, for the rest of his
days. But it was hard to break away like this from all that had so far
constituted his life. A heavy price to pay for mere sentiment--but not
too heavy for a woman's life!
There was no doubt of his having to go. The question was whether he
should go at once, or wait till there was nothing left to wait for.
It would be dismal and weary work waiting. But going would feel like
bolting, and he had never run from trouble in his life. As a matter of
fact he had never until now had any serious trouble to face, but now
that it had come he found himself in anything but a running humour.
If there had been anything to fight he would have rejoiced in the mêlée
and plunged into it with ardour. But here was nothing to be fought.
By his own deliberate act he was labelling himself untrustworthy, and
no uttermost striving on his part could rehabilitate him. For the
essence of healing is faith, and a doctor who has forfeited one's
confidence is worse than no doctor at all.
VIII
In the afternoon he sent off his man on horseback with the letter to Dr
Tamplin, and towards evening he came galloping back with this very
characteristic reply:
"MY DEAR WULFREY,
Shocking business and I'm sorely grieved about whole matter. Humanum
est errare, but a doctor's not supposed to. Good thing for us we're
not always found out. Could you not bring yourself to certify death as
result of the accident? I consider it a mistake to admit the
possibility of such a thing, so d--d damaging to the profession. And
have you considered the matter from your own point of view? Cannot
fail to have bad effect. Perhaps give that new fellow just the chance
he's been waiting for. ---- him!
Think it over again, my boy, from all points, and be wise. I return
certificate. Your man will tell you all about my fall. My cob
stumbled over a stone last night and broke me a leg and two ribs. I'm
too heavy for that kind of thing and he's a ---- fool! But it was very
dark and we're neither of us as young as we were. For all our sakes I
hope you'll come through this all right. We can't spare you. And it
might come to that. Remember what silly sheep folks are.
Yours truly,
THOMAS TAMPLIN."
Just like the dear, easy-going old boy, fall and all, thought Wulfrey,
and the advice tendered and the course suggested did not greatly
surprise him. But he had to make allowances for the old man's age and
easy-goingness, and his lack of detailed knowledge of all the
circumstances of the case,--how almost impossible it would be to
ascribe Carew's death to the accident, even if he could have brought
himself to do so.
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