Mississippi River Valley -- Fiction; Short stories; Western stories
"And all the time I was waiting for some line to break down my cussed
pride, so I could write to you and explain. But you did go with Ed to
the fair," he ended suddenly, seeking a morsel of justification for
himself.
"Yes. But I waited an' waited; and I thought you was mad at me, so when
they came I--no, I didn't really go with Ed. There was a wagon-load of
them."
"But I started," he explained, "but the wheel came off. I didn't send
word because I thought you'd feel sure I'd come. If you'd only trusted
me a little more--No! It was all my fault. I acted like a crazy fool. I
didn't stop to reason about anything."
They sat in silence after these explanations. The sound of the snapping
wings of the grasshoppers came through the windows, and a locust high in
a poplar sent down his ringing whir.
"It can't be helped now, Will," Agnes said at last, her voice full of
the woman's resignation. "We've got to bear it."
Will straightened up. "Bear it?" He paused. "Yes, I s'pose so. If you
hadn't married Ed Kinney! Anybody but him. How did you do it?"
"Oh, I don't know," she answered, wearily brushing her hair back from
her eyes. "It seemed best when I did it--and it can't be helped now."
There was infinite, dull despair and resignation in her voice.
Will went over to the window. He thought how bright and handsome Ed used
to be. "After all, it's no wonder you married him. Life pushes us into
such things." Suddenly he turned, something resolute and imperious in
his eyes and voice.
"It can be helped, Aggie," he said. "Now just listen to me. We've made
an awful mistake. We've lost seven years o' life, but that's no reason
why we should waste the rest of it. Now hold on; don't interrupt me
just yet. I come back thinking just as much of you as ever. I ain't
going to say a word more about Ed; let the past stay past. I'm going to
talk about the future."
She looked at him in a daze of wonder as he went on.
"Now I've got some money, I've got a third interest in a ranch, and I've
got a standing offer to go back on the Sante Fee road as conductor.
There is a team standing out there. I'd like to make another trip to
Cedarville--with you--"
"Oh, Will, don't!" she cried; "for pity's sake don't talk--"
"Wait!" he exclaimed, imperiously. "Now look at it. Here you are in
hell! Caged up with two old crows picking the life out of you. They'll
kill you--I can see it; you're being killed by inches. You can't go
anywhere, you can't have anything. Life is just torture for you--"
She gave a little moan of anguish and despair, and turned her face to
her chair-back. Her shoulders shook with weeping, but she listened. He
went to her and stood with his hand on the chair-back.
His voice trembled and broke. "There's just one way to get out of this,
Agnes. Come with me. He don't care for you; his whole idea of women is
that they are created for his pleasure and to keep house. Your whole
life is agony. Come! Don't cry. There's a chance for life yet."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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